>>9485
Original artist here, my username everywhere is currently PrincessCarnival now just fyi. self promo!
since y’all wanna call me weird and make assumptions, I have severe OCD, and one of my compulsions for a long time was nuking my accounts online so i could start fresh when i no longer liked a certain fandom or drawings i did. and, like i said, i also didn’t gel with the things i posted anymore and they didn’t represent me, so i got rid of them. couple that with me discovering my lesbianism later on and wanting to start a new chapter and attract a different crowd of likeminded individuals, and it was a perfectly valid choice on my part to start fresh. y’all seem to conveniently ignore the fact that i’ve stuck with my current online persona for well over a year now, and haven’t nuked my accounts or rebranded or anything since then, so obviously the past was a matter of me just trying things on, until i finally found something that felt good to ME. it’s so clear y’all are just mad i don’t draw what YOU want me to anymore.
artists scrub their online content all the time- ones that are FAR bigger and more popular than i am or ever was- i don’t know why i’m always the target of criticism when i personally do other than just yall liking the older stuff i posted better and feeling entitled to it. boohoo. you are not obligated to anything i drew or posted online for free, and i’m not some strange case study for wanting to start fresh and having tried out different things in the past til i found something that felt right, like you all make me out to be. i didn’t ask for a thousand eyes on what i do, trying to control how i handle my online presence. it’s not like they’re gone from the internet forever so why even complain?
and now that i’ve moved on completely to other things and desperately tried to get away from you guys, i’m STILL talked about and seen as a weirdo for it. gee, it’s almost like the entitled way i was treated and continue to be by numerous individuals when i made those drawings also had something to do with me wanting to get away from them and the toxic people it attracted. so excuse me for not wanting to keep those things on my pages because of that. but i guess the fact that you’re all lurking on a chan board to talk about this stuff doesn’t surprise me. go outside and get some fresh air for goodness’ sake.
i feel misunderstood, i feel HURT. i really do hope all this nonsense was worth it because i am never drawing anything related to those things you all so desperately want me to draw, ever again. you can go tell everyone you were yakking it up with on BBWchan everything i just said to you. i’m done talking to you.
i hope you all learn to grow up and touch some grass.