I'm not in denial that for most people this is a fetish, that doesn't invalidate your preferences. I am talking about people like me who hate contradictions. Visually I find large women attractive. People complain about how they smell, that personally never bothered me. We're human beings, as long as your clean, you're not going to smell like synthetic smells 24/7. I also understand obesity is objectively a health hazard. I guess maybe this is a me problem, but attractions are so basic and primitive, I can't really get rid of what I am attracted to.