Going to be honest... I'm lonely. I lost my *app that shall not be named* account, losing access to most of my expansion buddies. I'm super depressed even with meds and therapy. And almost all my time is spent playing time sink games with some berry gooning. I want to change, but my autism brain is too stubborn to radically change my lifestyle. Hell, my imagination and modd are so shot that even though I have the money to commission, I can only have a 5 or 10 minute window that I might have the strength to talk to artists during my post-nut clarity.
I know this is more suited for the vent thread, but I'm not mad, I'm so damn sad. I'm posting here because it feels like I just want to become a big bonered berry with my head and body full of juice, growing endlessly in a void.