>>168184
Bros, I'm love sick really bad. A girl, we'll call her E, sent me this exact picture many years ago. It's the single sexiest thing a woman has ever done and every time I'm with another woman or by myself, that image and the look on her face being surprised, her hair, everything about that picture just does it. Every.single.time. I had to quit talking to her because of a job I took, and now she's married. I still love her and I've tried for years to let this shit go. I can't. I've been trying for the last 5/6 years. I can't hold a relationship with another woman because I'm literally having dreams of her working at Casey's and that bar. I'm fucked. I feel empty. I did it to myself. Idk how much longer I can go on honestly. I'm so miserable. I'm bored all the time. I've tried everything for months and years, nothing works. Nothing changes. She'd get on top of me and smother me in her body, literally the sexiest thing a woman has ever done, she'd moan and buck her hips. Fuck man. Fuck.
Tldr; sorry for venting.