here i go lol. i don’t understand bashing these other feedees for maintaining. we are permanently altering our bodies for you to watch, how many people on planet earth do that? some of your brains are so rotted by porn (& i get it) that you genuinely believe we are supposed to rapidly gain 80-100 lbs a year until we can’t walk and our heart gives out. when in reality, some of the best gainers, imo, who have stuck around take YEARS and many breaks to get there. i think of lisalou, who i really admire. her gain took years, and now she’s huge and staying huge. a good gain can take up to even 10 years! just be patient. i’m not in this solely for the money, i just want to enjoy my lifelong fetish and now i’m having to relearn what i got myself into this for. i’ll stick around. feedism is apart of who i am, and i don’t think i’ll ever fully leave. but who knows! i could care less if i mislead anyone, and if you feel that way you probably need to go breathe some fresh air. i’m just about to be 20, i can shift how i wanna go abt gaining and not sign away my life just yet. i want to give normal life a try and navigate it at 300 lbs and learn to accept myself more in the process! if that disappoints you, go jerk off to one of the MANY other girls on the scene. i had a VERY fulfilling 2025 for my horny desires, maybe i need to take it easier this year :) gaining rapidly does a lot to you mentally & physically. let me adjust 🥰 (also fyi no one is managing my OF but me lol)