i’ve been so up front about issues maintaining my weight lol, was just too embarrassed to post numbers (both on OF and tumblr)—i had some severe stomach issues starting in june and it was genuinely a struggle to eat enough to not lose weight or get sick :((
thankfully i’ve managed to move past that (one part of it i figured out is that high THC stuff fucks me up, it sucks to give up weed bc i have a not so small intox kink), and the scale has actually been going up lately!! i’m currently averaging smthn like 2lbs a week and. it’s so fucking great. i’ve really missed the feeling of waking up heavier!! my appetite has been growing and i’m gonna work on expanding my capacity, although with enough variety i can still eat a ton..
im here for a long haul gain—learned that eating challenges just aren’t for me in the process of figuring all of this out 🤷♀️ i love existing as a fat woman, i love eating good ass food, and yes i thought i looked deflated too lmfao
OH also that period where i couldn’t eat really fucked up my metabolism (i put on weight just by eating like a normal person now) and it’s fucking awesome .. sorry for the rambling!!
also btw does anyone have any recs for feedist porn fics (i like realistic gains). the elite board has been fucking dead for a while ://