Hey hey people, one of Voraisha's ex moderators here. I am here to just vent about my experience with her mostly, but maybe some of you will find it helpful in your investigations.I will provide whatever details I can, just ask me anything and I'll answer if I know anything about what you're asking.
So, Voraisha and I have been good friends until half a year ago. I started off as just one of her consistent viewers, when she was just a vtuber and didn't do any shady shit. And what she did could just be explained by her being stupid an inexperienced. And we kinda had a pretty strong bond together, guess we vibed well. We were friends so good that I even received a sketch from her on stream for my birthday. And so from I believe June of 2023 to October of the same year I have been a moderator for her. Eventually I got banned due to my mental state not painting a good picture of me, but I remained in contact with her until 8th of May of this year. We've been good friends and I drew plenty of fanart for her at the time. She has been very important to me because, well, quite honestly when I met her, she inspired me and helped me deal with my depression that started due to AI bullshit happening in 2022 which left me pretty much lifeless. Needless to say, she was a very important person to me, and I trusted her until the very end.
But eventually, I began questioning her and her behaviour. At first not thinking of it much and shaking it off, thinking her locking more and more behind a paywall was just a way to provide higher quality content in the future. One day, I asked her about the legitimacy of her photos, and she answered "yess hun don't worry, is all real! Don't believe things they say on the internet!" A few months passed, and eventually I had enough and... I asked her about everything and called her out on her behaviour after doing my own small investigation into her. And I have promised to keep it private if she wouldn't cut me off. As you can guess by me writing this post, she did. As her last message, she tried to gaslight me into thinking I was an idiot, saying "as just one last advice, don't believe everything you see on the internet." before blocking me. Later I found out she tried to paint me as fucking Adolf Hitler in the eyes of her moderation team, saying that I "backstabbed" her when all I did is just call her out IN PERSON, WITH PROMISE OF NONE OF IT GETTING OUT AS LONG AS SHE DOESN'T ACT LIKE A JERK. This is how she treats her friends, just for your guys information.
I don't bear hate for her. I am more so disappointed and heartbroken to see a genuinely talented person with charming personality just choose to go to shit like that. Still wishing she was innocent and not a piece of shit who betrayed the trust of her audience like that. Seriously, she has probably the most supportive audience I've ever seen, and yet this is how she chooses to treat them.
Anyway, now for some clarifications from an insider and extra shitty shit she has done. And some rumors around her I have heard. Rumours will be clarified to be such, everything else has some kind of concrete evidence behind it.
1. Obviously, she fakes all of her photos and stuffing streams now. I can say with certain confidence that she didn't fake the streams and the photos until around September, maybe even October. But for sure from December 2023 and later she started to fake it. I didn't notice it at the time, but the photos she has uploaded are terribly warped. The texture of the skin is stretched unnaturally, the edges of her faked belly do not have any artifcating whatsoever despite any other place in the picture having them. Such artifacts represent blurry edges around objects which are natural for most cameras, and especially phones with which I assume she has taken the photos. And in no fucking place they're going to not artifact on the skin in one place, and not artifact on another. Ontop of that, her delaying posting the photos for so long after she has finished streaming starting from December is a gigantic tell that things aren't right anymore.
2. She's obviously laundering all the money she gets from donations on streams, be it for a goal or stuffing. I am confident that she does actually order most of the food she tells she'll get... She just shamelessly lies about eating it all because if she took photos as food arrived, it wouldn't be all on her table and all in one piece because she starts "eating" right as the food arrives. She's probably just saving money on food this way. As for donation goals, she's looking for all the ways she can to cheap out. For example, her first 3d model was supposed to look much closer to her avatar rather than have an entirely separate design. My guess is that she somehow decided to cheap out and asked another artist to edit another model instead since the first pic she shared was very high quality and accuracy to her design(check kemono). And the first 3D model she debuted doesn't look even close. Needless to say, when she transitioend to gyaru OC, she didn't even fucking try. She just took VRchat model of Asuna from Blue Archive and increased saturation on the hair and made eyes pinkish purple. Rumour has it, she has also just swept several animations she owes under the rug, but I can't really remember if she has really did or also cheaped out on those.
3. Moderation. This one is very short: Voraisha instructs her mods to be very strict about people talking about her belly being fake. If I am not mistaken there was even a case when someone got banned by just asking "hey, is her belly fake or is it real??" Currently it is impossible to find these instructions and newer moderators will NOT find them as she regularly wipes mod chats, supposedly to "avoid bias towards mods who voted for others" which obviously doesn't make sense because she could've just held it in a separate mod chat or even private group DMs. Also there were times when people weren't allowed to do shit on her server just because she was so afraid of the reputational damage it could cause lol. To my knowledge, her discord fucking died until it was reverted nearly a year later. Rumour has it that she also instructed her mods to dox people she doesn't like whenever they can. But I never personally seen any concrete evidence of that.
4. Selling off someone's OC. Here I'll be pretty short: yes, she did try to do that. It was because the client couldn't pay in time, so she tried to auction it off. I wouldn't say it was done entirely in malice, though, as it was very early into her career and she wasn't a dickhead back then. I guess it was just the terrible lack of experience and awareness. However, it's still something that can't be swept under the rug with all other stuff being ontop of it.
5. Voice changer. It's hard to say anything concrete here, but there's plenty of evidence that she could be using a voice changer. Her speech always seems very slurred, as if AI is tryign to adapt to her accent. As well as in her very early streams she couldn't run ANYTHING except for the stream itself, vtube studio and supposedly voice changer. She couldn't properly laugh as well or say yelp in surprise. Her voice also lagged a lot, but the issue resolved itself right when she got a new PC(not a new mic). Rumour has it, she has also been caught once on stream with a male voice in the background doubling what she says, but I personally haven't seen any clips of it so I cannot confirm anything.
6. She hid all the old art she has done, received as gift or commissioned before she redebuted as a gyaru. It hurts me especially as an artist who drew a lot for her back in the day. It's not as much incriminating as much just an incredibly shitty thing to do and unimaginably disrespectful to the artists. Though what is incriminating is her NOT finishing or even starting on some art that she has been commissioned to draw. To my knowledge the only way to check this is via wayback machine of her Eka's on which there'll be a comic that is supposed to, if I remember correctly, have 3 pages, but she has only uploaded 2. But her running off with the money without even giving a sketch on a few of the pieces is word of mouth and I haven't seen it confirmed.
That's all for now. But just in case, let's all stay reasonable and civil here. I don't want to hear any insults towards me or mockery of the situation. Voraisha turning out to most likely be a huge piece of shit is still a pretty fresh scar for me, so please be understanding.