>>17656
First photo is montage was 81kg, currently 131kg on an empty stomach. 5'11"
There is a part of me that wants to push as far as I can go and become unrecognizably fat. I don't see people I know much anymore or go out much so the idea of being so large I struggle to waddle at the shops, the size that people look at you and half feel sorry for you and half think its your own fault, and seeing someone I knew and them having no idea its me is incredibly hot.
So far some of the major turn ons have been:
1. People treat me way differently.
2. Struggling to do simple things and reach places.
3. Being in the shower and going to wash myself and realising I can no longer see my dick.
4. Clothes looking terrible on me because people don't design clothes properly for fat people, I have hit the point where they are basically just throwing extra material on me.
5.Seeing all these people working really hard to lose weight and knowing I am deliberatly working my way to their starting position.
6. Seeing people who were always fatter than me lose weight as I take their position as the fat person and how they start talking down to me when it comes to weight.