/bhm/ - BHM Real & Drawn

I've been dating him for two years and over the course of our relationship he's put on 40 pounds. However, He has never been interested in being a feedee. He indulges me because its something so core to my sexuality to be a feeder, but I know he doesn't like gaining weight. I really love him, I love everything about him! We have incredible chemistry with everything else, which makes me feel bad for having such an intense fetish. I just really don't know how to deal with it, especially because during that time I lost 20 pounds and got really lean, and the size difference made me dizzy. It's probably stupid to be hung up on this when our relationship is perfect in every other way, but having this fetish is hell sometimes. Just wanting some advice and maybe some sympathy lol,,