Pretty sure I was born with it.

If I had to point to a piece of content it would be the Boberry vid where she wears blue underwear and tries to squeeze trough a doorframe I was already browsing BBWChan a bit before that because I liked "disproportionate "asses and tighs as soon as puberty hit. I wasn't much of a belly lover but after realizing most girls who have fat at the places I want are fat everywhere I accepted that and now i'm fine with them. The 2 aspects I like most are size dominance and dependency. The idea of a woman who looks the part but in the end is not dominant is hot to me (if you catch my drift).

I first became interested in fat girls because I developed a crush on a fat girl at school when I was about 15. Unfortunately I never pursued her. She had a very pretty face and carried her weight very well. That's still my type to this day. I know that's vanilla as fuck but whatever. My first introduction to weight gain etc was somehow stumbling across Muffimaid videos on Youtube of all places (at around that same age). I still remember one where she had Ashes to Ashes by David Bowie playing in the background, lol. I lost my virginity at 19 to a slavic BBW and I've been hooked ever since. My first proper SSBBW was when I was 22. To date I've only ever had sex with fat women. I could probably still get it up for a skinny girl, but I find sex with fat women immensely satisfying. As much as I like watching women eat and gain weight, the actual IRL sex is still the biggest draw for me. Feeling all that weight on top of me, so much to grab onto... I could go on, but I'd be preaching to the choir.

>>33526 Since the beginning. Most of the girls I played with in the kindergarten where bigger. Also had crush on girl in middle school, who was chubby and gained weight in front of eyes. Still sexy thinking about it. But mostly from the internet, it helped a lot ig

I feel like I was born with it. As far back as I can remember I knew I liked fat. Waaay before I knew what sexuality was or felt those feelings I knew I was just drawn to it.

I was probably 11 or 12. This was in the early 2000s. I had no idea I was into fat chicks at that time. I had read about the "World's Fattest Woman", Rosalie Bradford, in the Guinness book of world records. Sheerly out of morbid curiosity, I googled "world's fattest woman" and I came across bigcuties, and the rest is history. This was back when BC was in its very early days, obviously I didn't have a credit card as an 11 year old, and I only got an hour of computer time each day, so I had to sneak in quick peaks at the models preview pages when my parents weren't looking. I was just mesmerized by their bodies, especially LargeNLovely and Miss Stacie

I’m not exclusively attracted to fat women (just attractive women in general). I grew up with a lot of cartoons and basically anytime there was a fat women on screen I would always get rock hard, this started since I was around 4. Right now I’m still on the journey of getting a girlfriend (I’m 18) I don’t really give a shit about what size she is nor what race. But having a gf that is a bbw/ssbbw sounds like heaven to me. Just having a girl that takes up 2/3 of a bed and could crush me just by rolling over turns me on so much.

Cartoons, yeah, but I first realized it sexually when I was flipping through TV channels and saw Kaley Cuoco in a fat suit in "Fat like Me" on Lifetime. The reveal of her chubby body and face is so cute, even now. From there, I was googling "fat women". Found several well-rounded randos, and JayTees Cuoco morphs (I think around that time). I was maybe 10, 11?

Growing up watching cable, Cartoon Network and Spike TV were next to each other on the channel list. I remember being exposed to this fetish through after school cartoons in the mid 2000s and then being enchanted by the occasional Sumo match (they were totally unlike what I'd seen of WWE). I also remember getting on the family computer one morning and stumbling across this one softcore BBW pornography site and getting in trouble with my mom. I don't know how I got there, but it definitely woke something in me. It wouldn't be long until I had my own deviantArt account and that, as they say, was that.

>>33560 Ah yes, Cartoon Network. Especially "Chowder" had a lot of focus on eating and being fat. Anyone else got rock-hard from Ms. Endive?

>>33564 I didn't really watch Chowder. Was thinking back to older episodes of Ed, Edd n Eddy (MWG/Sumo), Johnny Bravo (MWG), Courage the Cowardly Dog (XWG/Stuffing), and of course Totally Spies! (FWG/Stuffing) and Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends (Stuffing).

>>33567 Johnny Bravo had a lot of episodes where he basically got strongfat, and Courage the Cowardly Dog had a near equal amount of episodes featuring characters getting stuffed beyond their will. It was the size difference (which was often played for laughs) that aroused me.

I watched willy wonka as a kid and it made me horny, so i would just watch the blueberry scene over and over on my ps2 lol. then later i started reading legend of zelda fanfic on deviant art and stumbled on some of borins loz rapid weight gain/stuffing porn and it was over for me from there. also all of my family is fat so it probably normalised it in my brain before that

For me, it was WG episodes from CN and Nickelodeon like Courage, Fairly Oddparents, and Endive from chowder was certainly there. Though like so many in this community, it was Passion Patties that convinced me to love fat women. Then when I was 11, I had my first laptop. I started with WG scenes, then fanart and from there, I got thrust into this community.

>>33585 I remember being 8, and my mom won tickets to the 2005 willy wonka new film release in cinemas and being excited to see how fat violet would get. Fetishes are weird man, especially for kids who don't get that shit yet

I've known since way before I was exposed to it in any media. I can remember being in kindergarten and feeling "different" around the fat girls than around the other girls. Oldfag here, so I realized it was a sexual thing in the pre-Internet era, when my mom brought home a Weekly World News as a joke for the "Elvis kidnapped by aliens" cover story. Inside there was a color spread of Teighlor in a red and white striped bikini. Before I even understood what was happening, I was up in my bedroom with my dick in my hand.

>>33600 Same. I was attracted to fat women from my earliest memories. I was better friends with the bigger girls in school, play stuffed pillows in shirts where I/they pretended to be fatter, etc, all before really consuming any fat media. I definitely gravitated to the same media other people here are mentioning, but that was because I was already attracted to fat women. The first thing I did when I got internet access (by stealing the family dial-up password) was seek out fat women. That's when I found Dimensions and their story/art archive. It was not something that I stumbled on by accident, I was literally sneaking onto the family computer in the dead of night and barricading the door just to look softcore fat porn. Even before the internet I was fantasizing about big girls. I just had to use my imagination. And in those days when it was still very difficult to use the internet, I'd find shows involving fat women. If there was a defining moment at any point, it was before my memory, and my memory goes back to when I was a toddler. It seems I was born this way.

I was definetely made that way too I don't have any life changing moments or early childhood experiences that some of you have But when I was reaching that age you're starting to get interested into girls it was automatically the biggest ones in my class/at my school I loved the big bellies, the jiggle, the way they can make things bend, creak or shake in a way skinny girls can't It was all there right away from the beginning I missed a chance with that seriously big girl who was totally into me, tho at 5th and 6th grade and probably all the time until she left school at 9th grade I was too shy and probably too dumb to really notice it even tho she was stunning and really big for that age (nowadays I'd guess 260 to 280 lbs) I had no idea back then ;) Still almost married now, but it would've been a nice very early start tho ^^ -- The only thing I remember that was before this was that one really big girl from my neighborhood I sometimes played with (she wasn't exactly well raised or sth you'd say a good child) but I sometimes met her since living in the same street simply leads to that I was impressed how "strong" she was simply using her weight compared to that Skinny short boy I was But that's about all and rather unrelated to my preference as such..

>>33575 Looks like the new wonka prequel that's coming out has a focus on weight gain too, definitely gonna create a lot of new feedists lol one of the characters gains 150lbs.

>>33634 Male character though. Cowardly... they never put female weight gain in anything these days. That said, begrudging congratulations on the recruitment victory for gay and straight female FAs

>>33526 A teacher built like Viva La Valerie molested me in elementary school.

>>33649 America really is the fat fetishist's paradise.

When I was growing up in Toronto the 90s around 7 years old, my mother would take me to pools and summer camp; plenty of the instructors and staff were curvy, thick and BBW in swimsuits or bikins. I just stared. Around that same time in 1997, the series Freaky Stories came out on YTV and I vividly remember the episode "Diet Pill". The animation was solid. https://youtu.be/idyTZ1_CS68 Also in the 90s and early 2000s, I would watch talk shows randomly like Ricki Lake and Montel, where they would bring on the topics of being plus-sized. Those women were revealing skin in nice dress, it was awesome. As I got into high school around 2005, I encountered a English teacher of mine. She was like 5'4" st around 240 lbs with this great pear shape. Mad crush on her, she was getting married that year. My cohorts made fun of her, but I knew she was hot. From that point it was solidified, curvy, thick and BBWs were it. College was when I started to date, I lost my vCard through a 5'4" at 240 lbs BBW. Online dating and bashes were awesome in Toronto.

I think I just really like giant tits. And ultimately that led to most giant tits being attached to fat women. So I presume jerking it to busty fat women changed my brain chemistry and then I just started liking fat women.

>>33617 Wow. This is almost exactly the same as my experiences.... Uncanny, especially the clothes stuffing/finding Dimensions Magazine's site on dial-up at too-young an age. I was a gifted artist from a really young age, so I filled many childhood notebooks with sketches of impossibly fat people. I think it's been the case my whole life as well, I can't remember back to a time I wasn't at least fascinated by fat women. I think it took me a while to figure out what my feelings/the attraction was, but media like Violet Beauregard, weight gain episodes of cartoons, John Waters' Hairspray, and Shallow fucking Hal (wow that movie aged poorly) helped me articulate that I love great big fat women. Another thing I can point to is TEACHERS. I had multiple teachers growing up that I had quite the bond with who were fat as hell. One looked like Juicy Jackie does now, and she was the first woman I had an IRL crush on. She suddenly wasn't at school one day, and the class was told she left for her maternity leave. Not a single kind in my class had any idea she was even pregnant. I think I might be pre-disposed to my preferences; my father and grandfather (RIP) were both outright incredibly attracted to my wife, who's admittedly the most attractive, but also, the fattest person I've ever taken home. They always remark on how beautiful she is, and both hug her a little too long for comfort sometimes. lol My dad is like a big kid and he says whatever pops into his head. Recently, we had a discussion where he said "your wife calls herself fat all time, I don't think she's fat, she's sexy." I gave him something to think about when I responded "You be one and not the other? She's living proof that you can be both!" and he was speechless for a moment until he agreed.

>>33718 >Recently, we had a discussion where he said "your wife calls herself fat all time, I don't think she's fat, she's sexy." I gave him something to think about when I responded "You be one and not the other? She's living proof that you can be both!" and he was speechless for a moment until he agreed. Based

Everyone here sharing their awesome and legendary experiences as if they're gigachads...meanwhile I've gotten into this fucking fetish in my teenage years, being chubby and thinking I was ugly for that reason. One day I browsed Deviantart and casually stumbled upon one of Better With Salt's early drawings, I can't remember which one specifically. I liked it so much that I told myself "Maybe having some meat on my bones isn't that bad after all". And then I began looking for more of this kinda stuff

>>33564 ewww

>>33718 Referenced OP here. Uncanny is right. My wife is also the biggest women I've taken home. Before her I had the normal hangups with bringing home a larger women, but she's a magnificent person and nobody actually cares how muvh your partners weigh if they're good people. My father/grandfather don't show any noticeable interest, but my young nephew is absolutely obsessed with her. He's mentioned her "tummy" at multiple points and seems to hover around her all the time, so there might be a genetic component here. Time will tell. Mentioning teachers unlocked a couple of memories. One was of an administrator in the middle school principal's office. She started when I was in 6th grade, and was young and skinny (blonde hourglass) at that point. Allot of the boys had a crush on her. She started putting on weight almost immediately, and by the time I left the school in 8th grade she was easily over 250 pounds, still an exaggerated hourglass... at which point I had a crush on her. It was a small town and parents were always bringing snacks to those front offices so it was hardly a surprise, but it was a little crazy how quickly she blew up. I do remember needing to go in there at one point and she was idly eating from a 6-pack of donuts at her desk while reading a magazine. Good times. Then in high school, I had a spanish teacher who was very bottom heavy, probably around 200ish lbs, and wore the most revealing clothing that a faculty member could get away with. She was probably in her late 30s at the time. Had a tendancy to walk between the rows of desks with a stool and sit in random spots to initiate spanish conversations, which meant that sometimes she was right the hell next to me with that giant rear-end, and I had to force myself not to stare. She also tended to get chalk dust on her butt and stomach from accidentally leaning into the board... My class didn't have too many bigger girls. Just one in fact, and she had a personality that negated any attraction might've had to her. There was one upperclassmen girl who I hung out with that was very large but wasn't really my type so we never dated, and one underclassmen who was good friends with my friend's sister, who was my type and who I was very attracted to... but afraid to admit it at the time, especially with my friend often making comments about her weight. I did make efforts to be over at that house while she was around though, and she was a cool person otherwise. Oddly, some of my earliest crushes and dating life involved thinner (meaning legitimately thin, average or barely chubby) women, but it was always "in spite" of them being thin. This was probably because the dating pool was so small at my school. In college I sort of entered a denial stage and dated women of varying sizes while suppressing my attractions, which destroyed my self confidence and ensured none of those relationships got very far. I got over this just after college. I never was much of an artist (though I tried) but loved to write. I used to post erotic stories on the dimensions boards and deviantart, some as far back as my middle teen years (and good enough where a few of the bigger writers like Steve-AKA wanted to do collaborations) but I deleted them all once I got in a serious relationship, since it felt disrespectful to keep them out there. Circling back to origins, at no point did I ever have an "aha" moment where my attractions suddenly changed. It was always there and I knew it on some level. Not just the fat aspect, but the lazy, sedentary and mildly slobby aspects of it as well. My earliest memories of fantasizing about fat women always had them on a couch or chair eating; it seemed to go hand-in-hand with being very fat. My wife just naturally gravitates to this lifestyle, and things have been great so far.

>>33755 Genetic component...? You really think your nephew is a FA due to the family's DNA? That's the most bullshit thing I've read today

>>33766 I'm skeptical too but do we really know what makes an FA? Here in this thread you have dudes who knew since birth all the way to guys figuring it out in their teens.

>>33766 Why is it bullshit? There have been fat people since the beginning of recorded history; some of the oldest known sculptures are of fat women. Having some fat people in the population, particularly women, is an effective societal safeguard against famine when refrigeration isn't an option. If getting fat were inherently bad then it would've been selected out of the gene pool, but it's not. And if people have DNA allowing them to get fat, it makes sense that some people are predisposed to be sexually attracted to those fat people, otherwise those genes wouldn't get passed along.

>>33769 Getting fat might be in the gene pool, but it still implies health problems for many people (Those who don't gain on purpose at least). And big surprise, most humans before the 1800s weren't fat at all, in fact they could barely afford enough food to live another day. It was mostly nobles who always had feasts, parties and shit. I think your theory falls apart just because of one reason: No one is predisposed to be sexually attracted to fat people, or any type really. It's mostly a brain thing, someone's neurons get activated at the sight of a large woman and they like that stuff. Trust me, the human body would rather pass along much more important genes rather than subjective, superfluous stuff

>>33527 This, I have memories of being into women with big bellies since I was like 4. I genuinely cannot come up with what spurred it.

>If getting fat were inherently bad then it would've been selected out of the gene pool, but it's not. And if people have DNA allowing them to get fat, it makes sense that some people are predisposed to be sexually attracted to those fat people, otherwise those genes wouldn't get passed along. I don't see much opportunities for it to have gotten weeded out. When has the mating game not been rigged in some way? From cave men pulling women by their hair along with them to arranged marriage to mens lack of choosiness now. Couples that have a 50% chance of passing on a rare disease still frequently decide to procreate cause the desire to mate is just that strong. I've heard that acutall gentic obesity is very rare and typically mainfests before puberty (think honey boo boo). lipedema/lymphedema mainfests after puberty and is very common which I definitely want to know more about: -does it manifest only after eating a surplus of calories? -does it get overdiagnosed? -why is it painful for some women while for others seemingly not? -how can it be a disease but at the same time attractive?

I've always been into this. I remember enjoying looking at fat people when I was a little kid, and getting a boner from reading the definition of obesity in a dictionary when I started to be able to read at the age of 6-7.

>>33526 No idea, it was always like that.

>>33766 I think its possible from evolutionary perspective. During long winters or foods shortages fat woman was able to survive and give birth.

>>33809 The question was whether being an FA can be inherited. Obviously obesity itself has a genetic component.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wV1FrqwZyKw

>>33537 The Guinness Book of Records 2000, or maybe 2001, was my starting point as well. I remember seeing the worlds fattest model in there (I think it was Teighlor). I ripped out the page and hid it under my bed to look at.

>>33737 Mexicans are just genetically fat, at least you’re coming to terms with it

>>33834 What the fuck are you talking about? I'm not Mexican, you should get your eyesight checked

>>33837 you're Europe's Mexicans

>>33840 Thanks for the free racism, retard. I hope Trump wins again so that he can fuck up America further

>>33526 Always liked bigger women, I just never connected it until I was 17 and learned what BBW meant. It was a slow realization. But my parents told me I used to really like fat women even as a kid. I don't remember that, but I'll take that word. I remember at 13, the first girl I had a crush on at school was a chubby girl that transferred in from another school. Didn't think much about her until I watched her run in gym class. She was bottom heavy and I had never seen any woman with a big ass before, so that woke me up to the fact that women can have booty. I was obsessed with her for the two years I was in school with her. I remember having to hide my interest in such women when I was 14/15. A friend wanted to know where to find porn, so I sent him a link to Anna Rose and he was grossed out that I liked fat women. Oh if only he knew how fat I like them now. When I turned 17, I finally had learned what the word BBW meant, and it opened a whole knew world. Finally I was finding the kind of women I wanted to look at. Told my mom when I was 20 I liked fat women, now she takes part in helping me find them IRL and talk with them. She has a BBW co-worker my age right now she wants to set me up with too, co-worker even knows I like bigger women and loves the idea.

Europe's Mexicans are Africans

>>33845 >Told my mom when I was 20 I liked fat women, now she takes part in helping me find them IRL I thought I was lucky to have cool parents, but wow. I've been an FA for as long as I can remember noticing the physical differences between men and women. My parents found drawings and reading material when I was younger (I'm Gen X so no internet til my 20s), and most likely noticed what kind of women caught my attention. Later I assume their assumptions were confirmed by my high school girlfriends and later partners, and then my wife. They're both thin and fairly fat-phobic, which made me reluctant to talk about it — not that I'd be talking about my sexual preferences with them anyway. That said, they've been surprisingly cool and respectful regarding my partners. My dad kids me about it on occasion and my mom is sort of in a sort of "don't ask don't tell" type of denial. When I was dating my wife mom got into the habit of mentioning diets, portion sizes, and such to her, which really strained our relationship. But I nipped it in the bud and she's been cool since then.

>>33852 My mom was a bit reluctant at first, but she's fully embraced it now when she realized this was a serious thing for me. She still brings up health things every now and again. I think it is because my mom worries about me a lot, and as a result she wants me to marry someone who will be there for me for a long time after she passes on. That I think her desire for grandchildren might be fueling some of it too.

>>33852 That's about as bad as my experience. Pretty sure my dad just thought I was gay because of my limited dating experience in HS, but he was Hank Hill levels of repressed so never addressed it directly. Just the occasnional "boy she's cute, DON'T YOU THINK SO ANON??" comments during a Bud Lite commercial and that sort of thing. At the same time he had no issues making fun of fat women, which ultimately helped to keep me from dating until after college. My mother just said nothing. Similar to yours: don't as don't tell. Once I did start dating and bringing home larger women (particularly my wife whose always been in the neighborhood of 300lbs) my folks have kept silent on the subject. They're perfectly polite but also quite careful with language. If I so much as hint at my partner's weight though, I get a mountain of "maybe it's a thyroid thing, how's her health" type comments so it's obviously on their minds. Personally I'm fine with this arrangement, they can have whatever thoughts they want and keep them to themselves. My wife finds it all pretty hilarious and will purposely do small things, like wear slightly (but not overtly) revealing clothing or take an extra portion of birthday cake to see how far their silence will go. She's also always polite and so far there haven't been any blowups.

>>33526 >I always liked big asses and women with big asses happen to be fat. >I was popular with the chubby girls when I was a kid and their validation translated into me softening up to them despite their unpopularity at that time. >When I started to consume porn, the contrast of the submissive softness fat chicks paired with fit men made me like the idea of settling with one even more >I only fucked fat women and dominated them in bed >I workout and make myself athletic to dominate and pleasure fat women with big asses

>>33845 >Told my mom when I was 20 I liked fat women, now she takes part in helping me find them IRL and talk with them This is inconceivable to me. I'm not calling you a liar, it's just that it's so different to my experience. >>33852 My parents aren't happy about my preference. I never told them about it or discussed it with them, but when I started bringing home fat girls they weren't happy about it. Ironically my dad is fat. If my dad and I are driving in the car together and he sees a fat girl on the street, he'll point her out and talk about how disgusting she is. Conversely if he sees a good-looking skinny girl he'll point and say "there's the kind of girl you should be with". That literally happened this morning. As I've gotten older I've realised that it might be that he wants to live vicariously through me because he's been with the same woman for like 40 years. He wants to see me with the kind of women he would fuck if he were me. >>33854 >Pretty sure my dad just thought I was gay because of my limited dating experience in HS My dad was the same when I was a teenager. But he's kinda still the same even though I've brought plenty of girls home since then. Like, he says "You know anon, you can tell me if you're gay, it's okay" etc.

>>33861 what a pathetic father

>>33853 That's really great. My mom chilled only after I confronted her. She was never toxic about it, more the subtle passive-aggressive thing moms are good at lol. And it is reasonable for a parent to be concerned about their potential daughter in law's health and fertility, though in my case I think it was projection. There are moms who think no woman is good enough for their son and fat is an easy target. >>33854 >My wife finds it all pretty hilarious and will purposely do small things, like wear slightly (but not overtly) revealing clothing or take an extra portion of birthday cake to see how far their silence will go. LOL yeah mine isn't quite that secure, I guess. She was very good at deflecting it for a while but it got annoying. I wasn't there for a lot of it and she only told me after the fact. Like once she gave my wife a notably smaller portion of potatoes or something at the table. I hadn't noticed but my wife did, and apparently it happened more than once. I confronted it head-on, which was really difficult because as mentioned, I really never wanted to talk about my preferences or my wife's size with her, even in an indirect way. And my mom was subtle enough where it was easily denied — "What?? I was just talking about it the way I would with anyone!" But she got the message and things have been 1000% better all around since. >>33861 I was tempted to call bullshit too but my dad is actually kind of posititve about it, though mostly in a jokey way. He'll say "there's one for you" if an otherwise attractive fat woman walks by. We had a conversation once where he basically rationalized himself into my way of thinking. It was around the time of the Clinton impeachment and he was like "Everyone says Monica Lewinsky is too fat for him to be into but I definitely get it..." Though he definitely has a size limit and I think he'd be really freaked out if he knew some of what I was really into lol. I've dated but never "brought home" a supersized woman, only mid-size. Like 180-260ish, which was my wife at her heaviest.

I told my dad about my preferences and he respects them, at least in front me. That conversation was inevitable after I brought a 300lb girl home and then married her as she continued to get bigger. He does try to live vicariously through me, as evidenced by the fact that he still occasionally brings up the time I matched with a stripper on Tinder even though it was 6 years ago and we didn’t even go on a date. My mom was a lot more abrasive than my dad was, and she constantly pointed out fat people and how “they could let themselves get like that.” It wasn’t until I confronted her on the fact that we knew multiple people with weight related issues both skinny and fat, that she cooled her jets. I of course didn’t tell her about my preference. But she probably knows. That being said she MASSIVELY favors my wife over the last gf I had before her, who was a skinny cougar. She sings my wifes praises far and wide compared to her. I think it’s a lot easier for them to accept my fat wife than an older gf.

>>34022 I’m in my early 30s and live at home. I’m keeping my preferences secret from my parents because they already think I’m defective as fuck for the work and school and stuff. They go RVing a lot so when they were gone I need to sneak fat girls in and I’d used their bedroom which was easy enough but they were asking why there was corn in the shower drain in their bathroom. I’m a pretty bad liar and had to make up some ridiculous thing corn on the cob being messy and doing it there to reduce the mess.

>>34033 why was there corn in shower drain?

>>34033 why do you live at home? genuinely interested

>>34037 Sending love to all my homeless bros out there

>>34035 If you don’t chew it throughly, corn is basically solid cellulose bro. Finding some full kernels is normal enough as corn is rarely fully digested.

>>34041 alright so she shat in the fucking shower what the fuck

>>34037 Not the anon you're responding to but the American housing market is truly fucked right now. It's basically impossible for a working class person to rent (much less own) their own place in a lot of markets, and even middle class families spend an unreasonable portion of their income on housing. Also, the frequent presence of human feces in the non-toilet outflow pipes often causes structural damage, requiring expensive plumbing repairs that drive rents and mortgages up

>>34043 >Also, the frequent presence of human feces in the non-toilet outflow pipes often causes structural damage is this related to shitting in showers?

>>34046 Yes, but also sinks if your girl's buttcrack angles the right way

>>34046 >>34043 With proper technique, no. It’s no different than washing off mud. Plenty of people in this community are more knowledgeable than myself but it’s not the worst way to work bathroom breaks when you get above 375. But any sort of blockage impeding flow can result in serious Issues like mold. Always get a good inspection, a good inspector will sniff at various drains and water outlets.

>>34049 why are american "people" like this? i get that it is hard to wipe but why not shit in the toilet and THEN shower?

>>34053 It wastes water

>>34053 Have some fucking decency., we’re talking about the super fat here (like 350+ on a woman). The shower is the easiest way to clean up, period. Even if she fits on the toilet, if she forgets her TP stick there is no way she will be reaching her asshole to wipe it. some people have toilets tucked into corners smaller than a non-handicap stall (which at least have handles). Not to mention, the shower heads on a long wand might be easier to use than a bidet for fat woman. The piddle pad to trashcan pipeline is arguable easier, but even still some will end up in the drain.

>>34057 >i get that it is hard to wipe but why not shit in the toilet and THEN shower?

>>34058 A) did that, still can’t wipe B) can’t fit on the toilet (and doesn’t have access to a piddle pad and private trashcan)

My fellow Americans, this is your monthly reminder to invest in a self-install bidet wand; if not for the mobility-challenged in your life, but for yourself as well. The money saved on toilet paper will more than make up for the slightly increased water costs, and you both won't have crusty assholes at the end of the day. That is all.

my story is so dumb. I was looking for Super Smash brothers brawl wii u gameplay and tried to abbreviate it and somehow got up to ssbbw. Then it all went downhill, or uphill really depends how you look on it.

>>34071 >or uphill really depends how you look on it The post above you is praising the use of bidet wands amid other threads getting derailed for literal shitposting. Being on bbwchan is not uphill, bud.

>>34043 I work 40 hours a week, make slightly above minimum wage, and live alone in a pretty sizable one bedroom apartment. Learn to cook, drive a cheap older economy car, and spend less on shit you don't need. You can make it, bros.

>>34073 What part of the country do you live in?

>>34071 Who do you main in Smash Bros, broder? Also it just randomly "clicked", you didn't even like chubby before that?

>>34085 Midwest

>>34089 Not denying your own situation, but in a lot of the US, especially major cities with a good economy, this literally can't be done. I'm in a big coastal city. Just did some quick calculations based on the numbers for my metro area, and if you work 40 hours a week making the state minimum wage, the median rent for a 1BR apartment would be 89% of your gross income. And that's not going to be a nice new build in a cool neighborhood, it will mean living in the hood, or in an exurb 2 hours from the central city. I'm doing alright for myself, but that's because I live with my gf and we both have good jobs. Learning to live within your means and cook, do DIY repairs, etc. is still good advice in general, of course. Plumbing comes in handy.

>>34066 +1 on bidets. It's a complete game changer. After switching you'll hate extended trips without one and wonder how wiping your ass with a bit of peper was ever considered good enough. Plus they're fat girl friendly.

>>34106 Inb4 "of course it's expensive you live on the liberal coasts just move inland" I'm sure it's been explained to you before, >>34089. The solution to "the housing market sucks" isn't "move somewhere desolate". Even the Midwestern cities, it's either dangerous or expensive still. Hell, there was a mass exodus where I live to the major cities in Texas about 10 years ago, and half of them moved back, partly because of the political climate and partly because the infrastructure was failing. Saving money on where you live doesn't mean squat if you hate your neighbors and government.

>>34109 This is a great topic for discussion, but wouldn't it be better suited to its own thread instead of the "what's your origin story for being into fat chicks" thread?

>>34117 Says the one bidetposting

>>34117 they do it on purpose, they fuck up every thread with politics crap. complaining about it just makes them post more american politics crap. I wish they'd all shut the fuck up and stop derailing threads but the mods just don't care. we need a bot that auto-deletes every post with the words "trump, biden, desantis, democrat, republican, soros, etc." not because anyone is correct or incorrect but because I want them to stop shitting up every thread on gen and ruining the board.

>>34108 >>34118 Bidets are great. Up until about 350 pounds my wife had no problems using it. She lost some and is back to fitting on it no problem. The wand attachment sounds like a winner, but how do you fit it in the toilet? Aren’t we basically back to using the shower head?

>>34128 how does she smell?

>>34131 Honestly, she smells like cheese: not stinky cheese, just a little cheesy

>>34086 i used to be a link main, mostly because i was a massive LOZ fan back in the day. Haven't played Smash bro's in a while tho. and i'm actually not very sure if i liked bigger women before that accident, but i for sure know that was really the spark.

>>34072 The site is a literal cancer but it is fun to dive into the not so horrible side of this community once in a while

>>34176 It's a bit of a dumpster fire, but that's how I like it. The Internet is too sanitized these days. I enjoy sharing stories and the occasional bit of shitposting. It's nice to feel like I'm not the only one with these odd kinks. It also helps to ground me as a reminder of just how vanilla I am in the grand scheme of things, just having (mostly) soft feeder tendencies and my ideal woman being ~200-250lbs.

>>34192 discord servers can be a ton of fun too, people tend to be a bit more civil in there. But yeah indeed it is great to know that you aren't the only one with such a kink/fetish. i love bigger women but do recognize that things can get impossible once you get with a real ssbbw, so i also really am more into the soft feederism aspect of the fetish/kink. Also do you have any interesting stories regardig your experiences?

>>33649 that's unfortunate

it is really funny to think about it. i guess it really came with the inflation fetish i got when i first saw willy wonka. i never really had any real life fat women i lusted over when i was in my horny teen age. then when i started looking up porn i was way into plumpers and what not. it was hard to find good feederism stuff back then. not a lot of tube sites back in the day. so DA was my spot until more feederism stuff was made by real women. and after all of that now im here.

>>34208 Not really, unfortunately. I only ever dated one girl who was open to it and there's not much to report. She did buy a crop top just for me and say after the first couple months that her belly "had definitely gotten bigger" since we met after she'd gotten out of the shower once. There was one time we had a pseudo stuffing session when I told her I could cook a mean stir fry and she asked me to make it. I gave her a pretty big plate and when she started slowing down toward the end I pulled out the "I thought you said you loved it" and she sped right back up and I think she finished it. Afterward we headed downstairs and she walked down those stairs so slow with one hand on the rail and one on her belly, shirt pulled up. I thought that was really hot.

I don't really remember a defining moment for me. I just kinda had a fascination with bellies as far back as I can remember. There were certainly some episodes of cartoons with stuffing scenes that I'd watch over and over as a kid and didn't really know why. I'd stare at pregnant women's bellies when out shopping with my parents. Once puberty came I started trying to catch a peek whenever girls' shirts would ride up. Every time I caught a glimpse of some exposed belly pudge it felt like winning the lottery. I'd imagine what some of my skinny classmates who I thought were cute would look like if they put on some weight. One of my first crushes was a chubby girl who I'd share snacks with at every possible opportunity (Her "half" would always be more than mine).

>>34208 Where do you find these discord servers?

Like a lot of people in their late-20s or early-30s who grew up in the early-00s the Passion Patties episode of Totally Spies was my awakening/first experience realizing I like fat girls. I would have been 12 at the time. Another one at the same time frame was the weight gain in Mean Girls where Rachel McAdams' character gains weight. While it's not a lot and she hardly gets massive or anything but I remember getting aroused at the point in the movie she's at her heaviest and can only fit into sweatsuits and has a tray full of heavy carb foods, Sadly she doesn't really eat any of it in the movie but I always found the visual really hot. I have never seen anyone really bring this one up all that much but it was a massive one for me.

>>34296 Passion Patties was most certainly not my true defining moment, I knew way before that... but I'd be lying if I said my 13 year old self didn't check to see if that episode was coming up well in advance, and jerk off to it in the days before having my own computer. Finding dimensions was such a moment for me. Particularly their stories section.

>>34287 Disboard has a lot of options. Just look up anything regarding ssbbw's, bbw's or feederism and you'll find something. some do ask for you to identify yourself as they are 18+ at times. I got lucky once talking to a big bellied cooger.

>>34256 that sounds really wholesome, i'm glad you still had the chance to experience at least something. Will you continue your search for a bigger lady? or will you rest your case at this?

>>34327 Oh, I'll absolutely continue my search. I'm a very idealistic person and don't wanna settle for less. I've taken the past couple years off dating to focus on work and getting in shape, but I think I'll be ready to get back in the game soon.

>>34326 "Invalid or expired link" :'), anyway, thank you for your answer still

>>34128 >The wand attachment sounds like a winner, but how do you fit it in the toilet? They come with a splitter that you fix to the water line connected to base of the tank. It has a valve that controls water pressure for the wand that you'll need to turn on/off before/after use. The wand rests on a little plastic hanger that hangs off the tank cover. That's it.

>>33526 My best geuss is that when I was young (preschool to early elememtary school) my mom had a coworker/friend that was huge, my mom would take us over to visit her sometimes, and I remember one time she let me dig my face on her belly (she probably thought it was just me being weird/ a young kid) It was probably strengthened when I was in elementary school (kindergarten - 3rd grade) and there was a substitute teacher who was as big (or maybe even bigger than) my mom's friend; I remember being super stoked if one of our main teachers was absent and she filled in. I also kept imagining scenarios where she would gorge herself and become super fat when I was bored back then but by then I definitely already had the fetish, however I wouldn't be suprised if it solidified it even further

There’s a huge amount of evidence that I was born like this. 1) I had a preschool teacher who was probably 300 pounds. Not attractive, old and trashy. Kids would point at her butt when she bent over. She’d eat while teaching but try not to embarrass herself by saying stuff like “I’m only eating the white of this boiled egg” as if we preschoolers knew the first thing about how egg yolks were considered bad for you in the 90s. When she would eat, she would be utterly mesmerized with methodological chewing and staring straight ahead like it required her absolute concentration. Total maladaptive headcase eating habits in hindsight. The fact that I remember all this is telling, but I also must have gone on about it to my parents at the time, because years later my mom said “boy we were happy to get you into kindergarten, we were afraid she’d make you start liking fat women or something weird.” 2) Parents had a Christmas coffee table book with Norman Rockwell drawings, and there was one with a kid stuffing his pants with a pillow to look like Santa. I would almost be afraid to turn to that page because I didn’t understand why it made me feel so strongly. 3) in the mid 90s, cartoons always had some episode on fat and I was always on it like a fly on shit. I remember the Fatman sketches on Animaniacs and especially this thing on Ren and Stimpy where they had this 1950s dad eating deep fried stuff with lard and getting fat and having a heart attack by the end of the sketch. That basically confirmed by 10 I was bound to go for the morbid deathfat shit.

A major "I think I like fat chicks" memory is seeing a tabloid magazine cover of Jessica Simpson (picrel) with some headline about how shockingly fat she was, and thinking "I don't know, she looks pretty nice..." There was a girl in middle school that I had a crush on and she was REALLY skinny. Her family took like a month-long trip during the school year, and I remember one of our classmates making a joke like "what if she came back from vacation and she was really fat?" and secretly feeling really flustered, thinking "it's just a joke, but... yeah what if?" I remember in the early days of KnowYourMeme, just scrolling through every page out of curiosity, and seeing the "MySpace Angle" or "Pearchan" entries - in both cases the joke being "these 'hotties' are actually really fat! gross, huh?" and having kind of a confused "well I don't know if it's all that bad" reaction. Point of no return was probably when I saw an underwear commercial on TV that had a quick shot of a model's inflating breasts https://youtu.be/ZvXlE9jLKC0 and later going to look it up on YouTube... that led me down the rabbit hole of other vids, from compilations of unintentional fetish fuel in commercials or movies to stuff like TaylorMadeClips previews (https://youtu.be/sJ3JpshgWj4 was an early fave of mine) or girls like Imogenieze or Azismiss. I was raised conservative where "pornography" was this terrible sin, so forbidden I'd never think to watch it; I remember rationalizing that I had a loophole with expansion material - "well you know it's not REALLY porn - you don't see people having sex, they're not nude... in fact in a lot of these videos they're trying to put clothes ON!" At this point I was more generally into "expansion", breast expansion (I had accidentally discovered anime fanart for "Jungle de Ikou" when trying to look up Nintendo Miis) or belly stuffing. I'm not exactly when my fetish refocused towards weight gain... probably from spending more time on deviantart? Axel-Rosered was an early favorite of mine, I think the part of my brain that liked "huge boobs" or "huge belly" eventually figured out that "when she gets fat, EVERYTHING gets bigger".

This fat fucker right here. (Not a furry)

>>33718 Following up on an older comment of mine in this thread, I had the thought recently about always *preferring* fat women but I wasn't always a hardcore feeder who is now exclusively into ssbbw (and beyond) sized women. The feedism fetish is completely different from just having a preference for fat women, at least in my opinion, so I wanted to explore the origin of my actual fat FETISH. So, I date fat women almost exclusively (only one girl that I think weighed around the same as me, the rest were double my weight, if not more), and eventually, in my early-mid twenties I was dating a girl on and off who was a full blown feedee. She fully got me into the fetish, and how deep it goes. She used to take money and food orders from dudes online, and was fully into eating full pizzas, being tied up and fed cakes, being stuffed with sweets, and more. I was skeptical at first, since I was caught up in the anti-feeder stigma that still exists to an extent in the fat-positive community. But, I VERY quickly took to it like a duck to water. Knowing that she consented, and was legitimately into it, she would start begging me to make her fatter as foreplay, and just we went all-out for like 6 months. The problem was, she was a feedee, but wasn't a gainer. Not bc she didn't want to get fatter, but her lifestyle, wardrobe, and job all required her to not gain beyond about 250 pounds. That didn't stop us from taking her from ~200lbs to the absolute limits (and a little beyond) what she was able to during our dating. I think we both wanted to take it further, but she wasn't ready to make life changes for the sake of the fetish at the time. We're still friendly, and low-key, I think she regrets not taking me up on fattening her to up to 5 bills and beyond.

>>34749 >The feedism fetish is completely different from just having a preference for fat women this

>>33617 >I was better friends with the bigger girls in school In high school I vividly remember this one farm girl who gained weight over the summer but never got around to updating her wardrobe. She blew up in all the right ways; I'm talking flesh spilling out of her strained tank top levels of fat. It shocked a lot my classmates because she still exuded an aura of confidence despite her newfound obesity. Unfortunately, it took someone leaking her nudes for her to start dressing more modestly for the rest of the year. When my friends showed me them during lunch hour, they expected me to revel in their disgust. The looks on their faces when I said, "that's hot" are still etched into my brain. That was when they found out I was a fat admirer. >play stuffed pillows in shirts where I/they pretended to be fatter Same.

>>34749 >The feedism fetish is completely different from just having a preference for fat women People only distinguish feedism from fat fetishism because of its intersections with more 'traditional' kink play. There really is no difference. It's made up to shoo away people's lack of exploration with their partners in the bedroom.

>>34784 Fuck off. Stop projecting and justifying your muh kink muh fetish, pervert. Many like us just like fat, feminine women.

>>34789 Not my fault you can't tell a kink/fetish for what it is. There's no shame in acknowledging that.

>>34790 Haven't you read this thread retard? I've had this preference for as far as i remember. That doesn't qualify for a fetish. The kind of fucked up shit you learned or "explored" to do in the bedroom does. That is if you even have a partner.

>>34791 I always assume anyone who calls someone “a retard” must have heard it a lot as a kid Need a hug? Also, I don’t think you understand what “fetish” is. It’s lot some late-life sexual attribute. It’s focused sexualization of something that’s not directly sexual. Feet? Fetish. Vaginas? Not fetish. Asphyxiation? Fetish. Big booties? Not fetish. Fat and fat girls? Eh, both sides have a case. Weight gain? Yeah, kinda leans toward fetish.

>>33526 Mom was untreated bipolar and was thin as a stick. Her and my Dad splitting up followed by her drunken abuse of me gave me the attraction to thicker women thanks to my school teachers, and the actual fetish stuff developed from being on the internet at too young of an age to really know about porn. Was on Youtube I wanna say in, 2007/9ish? And discovered a video of "Cindy Salsa" and was wondering why my pee-pee felt weird watching it. That was when I learned how to jack-off for the first time as a pre-pubescent.

>>33526 I remember when I was young and exploring the internet, I found on youtube this video about British bbw's. I don't remember what it was exactly but I think it was about a plus-sized, body-positivity club.

>>33526 Always had a fascination for fat women. Didn’t know why, didn’t know where it came from, (Willy Wonka, maybe?) but I felt like I needed to keep it a secret. If I ever felt attracted to one, I was in denial about it. My freshman year of high school, I shared an acting class with a long-time crush: this gorgeous bottom-heavy blonde with a beautiful smile, who always wore oversized clothes but jorts that showed off her perfect legs. It was a confusing time and I was going through typical 14 year old angst. I struggled to suppress my feelings for her. I could tell she knew. She would talk to me, strike up conversations and generally be far kinder to me and others than the majority of the white trash that shared her social status at the time, which floored me. I would have thought she liked me, but she was like that with everyone, which made me like her more. Pretty and a good person kind of did it for me. But I couldn’t blow my cover. Then one day the two of us were randomly selected by our teacher to rehearse and perform a scene in front of the class. >The shy dork struggles to ask his crush if he can walk her home. I’m sure you can imagine how that went. The class and the teacher were impressed by my “performance”. The girl asked me later in the week if I smoked weed and I said “no,” like a dumbass, and we stopped talking after that. Shared a few more classes, but we were distant (up until graduation, when some nonsense happened… but that’s a whole other thing). But that was around the time I found out my affliction was irreversible; I knew for a fact that I was definitely into big girls for good.

Seeing headlines about famous women who have gained weight.

White suburban karen moms and teachers are low key abusive. Somebody has to teach these women to stop abusing children.

For me it was the movie Norbit. Very stupid movie, but unintentionally hot. The scene where she went down the slide was what nailed it for me. I am not sure if it’s actually eddie murphy in a fat suit or whatever, but it looks really realistic if that’s the case. Something I also did was play alot of sims 2 and 3. Mess around with the sliders there, make fat sims, make them overeat and gain weight. Still make the occasional sims 4 save just to experience that, definetly something I recommend. And it’s even better when you can mod the game

My first real experience with the opposite sex during my formative years was night swimming at the cottage with a family friend's daughter. She was twice my size (albeit the same age), a bit tomboyish, and very round. That definitely imprinted on me.

>>37195 >I am not sure if it’s actually eddie murphy in a fat suit or whatever He had an actual fat woman body double that scene (and others where Rasputia wasn't clothed) and they green-screened in his face.

>>37205 Thank you for sharing that lol. I feel better about having jerked off to that now knowing it’s not actually Eddie Murphy

>>37195 >Something I also did was play alot of sims 2 and 3. Mess around with the sliders there, make fat sims, make them overeat and gain weight. A few years ago EA gave away Sims 2 with all the expansions for free. I downloaded it (having not played it for many years) and I discovered that it might be the only video game ever made where you can make your character an FA. When you're making a Sim, in the section where you pick their horoscope etc, you can choose what turns them on in a partner, and "fat" is one of the options. Sadly the "fat" body option when creating a Sim just has a bit of a pot belly. Definitely a sign of the times; this was considered "fat" in 2004 lol. Sims 3 is much better for this kind of thing. Sims can actually get pretty fat, and you can choose "couch potato" or "slob" as traits when creating a Sim. I think Sims 4 (which I have played very little of) actually has a "glutton" option but I'm not 100% sure. Anyway, the last time I played Sims 3 I made a guy who was a writer and hooked him up with some random NPC girl in the town. She eventually moved in and they got married. When you fulfil your Sim's goals you get "aspiration points" (or some shit, I can't remember what they're called) which you can spend for a variety of rewards. I got this machine that lets you change a Sim's body type without needing to change their diet or exercise. So naturally I used it to make his wife as fat as possible lol

>>37215 It does have a glutton trait, and other fitting traits like slob or lazy. Makes for some interesting stuff. There are also very good sex mods, like wicked whims. You can download custom animations and stuff it makes for some real good jerk off material, I definetly recommend if you get the time. There’s probably bbw related animations aswell, but haven’t really checked it out too much.

>>33526 When I first started noticing girls I remember sitting in an art class and my table was next to a table of four girls. Three of them were thin and barely developed at the time. One of them was very chubby but had probably the biggest boobs in school. She has blonde hair, blue eyes, a nice smile and was friendly and easy to talk to. I was chicken shit about asking a girl out but I remember the guys I sat with talking about the girls in class and I stayed silent while they said that one in particular had nice tits but was a gross fatass. It only became more obvious from there. Thin women are attractive to me because beauty is beauty, I realized young they'd be even better to me if they packed on weight. When I met my wife she was 5'7 107lbs. Multiple pregnancies later and she's well over 200 today. If I didn't care about her health long term I'd probably push her over the edge and have her over 400lbs. Still, it's always been with me. I think I was just born defective. No fat people in my life as a kid, never been fat myself, no particularly memorable young memories involving fat women. Just one day I found women attractive and it was always the bigger ones. Can't explain.

went on deviantart for Herbie the love bug art and found fat peach

Strangely enough I have always had this weird fetish, in a way at least. I remember being really young, like 6-7, and looking at the photos of women on the magazines in the grocers checkout line. Then when I would go to bed I would think about the same women but in a scenario where their breasts would grow. I didn't know about sex or anything so it was literally just some strange fascination to me. It would have gone untouched if I never got on the internet too. Being a horny kid that searched "boobie" whenever I was left alone on a computer I eventually came across some TMC clips and Bambi Blaze stuff (all samples) and it was like a literal come to Jesus moment, especially because I assumed I was the only human alive with this interest. (btw, I mostly played Runscape classic, Adventure Quest, or Stronghold. This may not be a place where one would be believed on this point, but I wasn't looking at porn all day when I was 12) But watching expansion clips on Daliymotion/Youtube slowly transitioned to archiving paid content and after a long time I had some overlap with some fat content that scratched a particular itch. By that point I was an adult with a job so I could afford to continue down that rabbit hole until I came to places like Curvage. That was after finding any related fat/expansion videos on clips4sale, the scummy nature of the latter site forming me into a staunch enemy of cheap content sold at high prices with poor descriptions (why being here is such a gift for me.) But what really fucked me up was being a ponyfag fan in high school and listing to readings of erotic fan novels as a form of background noise. TLDR: I've always been a degenerate

It was #1 on FunnyJunk...

I have a couple of theories 1. A lot of the girls that liked me at a young age were on the heavier side 2. I had a really rough childhood mostly cause of undiagnosed Autism, and was made to feel stupid. I sort've internalized the belief that only "ugly and fat" girls would ever want me. Growing up I struggled with coming to terms with this attraction, but realizing that fat women can be conventionally hot and also knowing a lot of people who feel the same way or at the very least understand where I'm coming from did wonders for my confidence.

>>38661 I once had a friend tell me my “thing” was #2 — low self esteem. Yet I swear I’ve been attracted to fat women since I was a toddler. Literally some of my first memories. Can a toddler have low self-esteem? Gotta be some aspect that’s wired in, no?

When I was younger in the mid-90s going to the municipal run summer camps and going to the pool for swimming lessons, alot of the instructors were heavier set teenagers or young women. When they were wearing shorts or swimsuits it was alot to see. Around 1997, the series "Freaky Stories" came out on YTV; the episode "The Pill" grabbed my attention. It turned my young mind on to weight gain or inflation animation. https://youtu.be/idyTZ1_CS68?si=zJXXcJT3-L5wGRDb Further on through the 2000s, when I hit high school around 2005, I became more aware through my puberty of my preferences. I remember walking into my grade 9 English class, my teacher was an absolutely a 250 lbs 5'5" exaggerated pear shaped woman, with green eyes and brunette hair. I had such a crush. Also, I was roaming around ThickBBW forum, Dimensions and Curvage. College came around, I got into POF and OKCupid at first, later Tinder and Bumble. I created scripts to be forward with women about my preferences. Most still.work to an extent.

People who cite having this preference since childhood come across as really affected to me, since personally obese women were invisible to me before finding this site. At the same time I remember pointing towards a crush for a friend as a kid which led to him commenting she was too fat which didn't cross my mind so maybe it was there all this time after all but kind of slumbering since I wan't in the right environment.

>>38681 Oh for sure a lot of it must've been wired in, and I'm attracted to women of all sizes, just bigger women much moreso. My first crush was on an average sized girl, too. I just wonder if my attraction would've been more or less pronounced if my childhood went a bit different, although I wouldn't change my attraction at all.

>>38686 >People who cite having this preference since childhood come across as really affected to me, since personally obese women were invisible to me before finding this site. No, it really is true for some of us. I'm Gen X and grew up at a time when consumer-grade Internet literally didn't exist, but I can remember feeling "different" around the fat girls compared to the other girls when I was in kindergarten, and my first fap was to a picture of Teighlor that the Weekly World News had printed as a joke. (Meant as a sincere inquiry rather than a flag shitpost: assuming you're not using a VPN, maybe it's because you're in Singapore and just don't see fat women IRL that often?)

>>38700 3861 here and same — GenX and so the first 25 years was me satisfying my preference analog-style. Any exposure to fat women was IRL and there weren't many of them where I grew up.

>>38661 Another autist here. I'm certain low self-esteem has nothing to do with it, but it's hard to say because going through school there weren't many fatties, and the two I can think of off the top of my head were gross. Also I do know even in my times of higher self-esteem, including before my esteem problems happened, I had a thing for fatter women. I do remember that my porn preferences were always women who were fatter as a friend of mine complained that my collection was gross because the women were "fat and ugly". And I do remember, when I was 14 and really depressed, I was considering dating thin girls I wasn't attracted too, a mistake I made again in my early 20s when I got depressed one winter. So I think our attraction to large women stems from something else, and our esteem issues might only warp what we like. I think it's harder to figure out too since were autists so we see things in a different manner.

It's a boring repeated answer but it was Violet '71 as a child. It sort of played into the transformation fetish I'd get as well but that one sort of died and just became more about fat girls/berry kink shit.

>>38764 Just want to confirm/counterbalance this. I am super outgoing and not autistic as far as I can tell. I played several sports in high school and college, ran with a relatively popular crowd, went on to a prestigious college. I now have a fancy job running part of a major corporation. Money, renown, clout, blah blah blah. It doesn’t mean I don’t like fat chicks. It’s the way I’ve been since I was a little kid. They’re just more awesome to me. I like that they’re soft, decadent, and different. Society literally struggles to process the idea of a successful woman being fat—I love that. It’s rebellious in this super unique way that I’ve never been able to get over. I’m married to an amazingly successful fat woman and wouldn’t change a thing. I definitely still have a wandering eye (I’m here, aren’t I?), but it’s only for fat chicks frankly.

>>38661 Another Theory (Forgive me, for I am a Psych Major) Growing up, I was told I consistently crushed on my babysitters, who were all normal sized (one was maybe slightly chubby at most), but to a little little kid like me they were HUGE. I'm quite tall now, so perhaps I started associating 'largeness' in all forms as being attractive in some way. I just remember never finding the petite girls some of my friends ogled all that interesting, and while I'm mainly into fat chicks overall, I have a soft spot for Amazons too (god I wish Big Barda was real...)

>>38764 Do you think it's a sensory thing, too? I'm really into soft things (took me ages to wean myself off of stuffed animals, and I still sleep with plenty of pillows for comfort), and fat women are covered in soft curves, rather than hard edges

>>38858 That goes along with the "security" study (referenced further up), which makes some logical sense: Stressed-out kids look for maternal comfort as adults, simulating the feeling of being held to a soft, large breast. Yet the FAs I've discussed this topic with (a lot) are all over the map when it comes to their upbringings – single mother, no mother, cold mother, warm mother, fat mother, thin mother, awesome dad, bad dad, nuclear family, divorce, abuse, love and support, rich, poor, religious, atheist, etc etc. Plus if it was all about comforting the stressed inner child, why wouldn't FAism be a symptom of clinical anxiety? Far as I know it's not — plenty of normie/non-FAs on Zoloft out there. Not to mention there are just as many (more?) gay "chubby chasers" out there attracted to fat men. Ok, a lot of very fat dudes resemble fat women but the body hair? Masculine smell? (Not BO, just that men smell different than women.) Yes I've thought about this a lot lol.

My love of fat chicks got me into this fetish, lol. Growing up in the UK in the 80s, tabloid page 3 girls always had huge breasts, always loved them pre-puberty. By the time I was 18 and working in a bar part time you soon noticed if you wanted large breasts, they're attached to larger girls. So I really just dated chubby girls and chased them on nights out. I was on holiday in my early 20s and helped out a 400lb girl out from getting verbal shit from some drunken cunt and ended up having a holiday romance with her. That's when I realized I didn't give a shit what anyone thought. In the mid 2000s and internet dating became a thing I shamelessly slept with 20-30 or so women and I just couldn't get enough big girls. I also had a decent fuck buddy at work for a few years too. Loved fucking her because she loved that I loved her fat. Her husband was a cunt who called her out for it, she was a uk28/us24, I couldn't get enough of her. She claimed to be going to get fit classes but was coming round to mine. She encouraged me to hook up with the fattest girls possible, super cool woman. Probably because she was married and was never going to leave she was never jealous, she just got that fat girls were my thing. So yeah, big tits got me into being a chubby chaser and the fatter I dated, the fatter I wanted. I honestly don't think an average sized girl would do anything for me. My porn preference is 500lb +.

from what i've learnt from this thread: a lotta oldfags on this site.

>>39033 Yeah, that's us lot. Ultra fat porn doesn't find it's way onto regular porn tube sites like more vanilla stuff. If it wasn't for here and whoever runs coomer we'd all be grabbing crumbs on spankbang.

>>39042 there'd be close to zero (non-amateur) fat fetish content on tube sites if it wasn't places like this. people are greedy and no one is buying content on the regular to upload it there, what they do is get it from private trackers such as empornium or aggregate sites like assoholics that upload files to premium file hosts such as tezfiles to make a quick buck. usually hardcore and not fetish content. this is true for thin porn as well. when you'll download almost everything here for years you'll begin to notice it.

Here's my story. Before this story though I discovered feederisim and fat fetishism on YouTube, but this experience solidified it for me. >be me >11 years old at the time >has a "cousin" (we're not related, more like step cousin, same age too) >shes pretty fat like around 260 pounds >be bored, asks if she wants to play tag >she agrees, were running around in the backyard >i trip, she falls behind on top of me >she litterally crushes me with her weight, i can barley breathe >her hot and sweaty belly presses on my back >oh im so sorry anon! but I got you! hahahaha >neuronactivated.avi >she doesnt get off of me, still crushing me with her weight >i "accidentally" grab a handful of her belly and squeeze it >kyaaaaah >she gets off of me finally , tells me she doesn't want to play anymore Im not in contact with her anymore cause my mom and step dad divorced years ago, and last time I saw her she lost weight too, sad shit really.

>>37195 Reminds of that scene in Epic Movie where Mystique turns into a monobrow'd granny version of herself with bingo arms.

autistic people are less likely to feel like they need to conform to society's standards, so they're more likely to date fat people. i think attraction to fat people can be present in any neurotype, but autistic people are less likely to give a shit about what others would think about them dating a fat person, so they'll actually act on that attraction. there's more to be said on this topic, but i'm not an expert--but there's also definitely a correlation between autism and having intense fetishes, too. look it up. it's probably got something to do with special interests, and also needing to be stimulated in a very specific way in order to get off. all of that being said, reiinapop has maybe the most obviously autistic-looking face i've ever seen in my life.

I was on DA some time between 2016 - 2017 and I saw some fanart of MetalForever's OC Ember slouching in a chair with crumbs on her belly. The art is lost to time, but that's what sparked it.

>>41110 Also autistic people have higher anxiety levels and fat is like stress relieving cushion

I don't know. Pretty sure I was born with it because I remember being 5 years old and being weirdly fascinated with this book we owned. In it, Goldilocks eats chocolate instead of porridge and she eats so much she gets all bloated and round. In the book this was one throwaway page but it STUCK with me. I remember drawing these really shitty images where I imagined she ate SO much chocolate that she became huge and it was literally just one big circle on a piece of paper with a little head on top So yeah, from the cradle I suppose

>>41117 This cartoon: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3eZ7XEqb1mk

Stumbled on Layla's Paysite (have honestly no clue how), which also was my first contact with (softcore) porn. Just looked at the previous back then, but don't remember feeling any disgust or lack of sexual arousal (which would be the "normal" reaction?). Went on to discover a website that had a bunch of Boberry ripped Boberry vids, which instantly made me fall in love with her body(obsession still going strong years later). Also, don't remember actively watching Layla's content/previews after this point. Eventually, other Bigcuties models followed, and some years ago this website. I kind of believe that I wasn't relly born with this fetish but rather brought this upon myself by not looking at porn at all and then starting of "wrong"... Only thing earlier I can remeber which might be connected to this was me looking up pics and vids of obese dogs/cats for hours on end online. Other than this and my mom being chubby/fat I don't have any early childhood memories of being fascinated by larger women.

I rememeber being a young elementary school kid who has unsupervised access to the internet around 2008ish stumbling upon those clips4sale preview videos on youtube. There was girls becoming blueberries, a younger foxy roxxie dancing so hard she made laundry fall down, and just finding clips of fat girls jiggling their bellies and squeezing through tight spaces. I eventually came across this legendary video that would blow young me's mind if I saw how luna and jacky look nowadays https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UvYc12g-KFs I was also watching fat camp videos when I was super young as well on youtube. It was just people wearing pillows or clothes rolled up under their shirts and pretended to be fat and were being sent to fat camp. I can't the video anymore but it was a skit about a boy and a girl who had their mom leave them alone for a week. The boy and girl went to the pantry or fridge and started eating everything in sight. Eventually the week is over and the mom come backs to find both of them moaning and groaning with big bellies now. They just had clothes or pillows rolled up under their shirts to look like huge round bellies but 10 year old me was hooked. Their mom scolded them and sent them to fat camp where a counsellor was trying to make them do excercise and lose weight. I remember a funny part in the video where the fat boy and girl were doing a walk down to some britney spears song while showing off their "big bellies". Eventually they got enough of the counsellor and started squashing him and they escaped the fat camp. They came back home to their mom and she was like scolding them about how come they're still so fat. It was like a dream video but I think it got deleted off of youtube, its the earliest obscure video I remember from my childhood.

>>41110 >there's more to be said on this topic, but i'm not an expert--but there's also definitely a correlation between autism and having intense fetishes, too. look it up. it's probably got something to do with special interests, and also needing to be stimulated in a very specific way in order to get off. I feel personally attacked, but yeah I think that's about right.

>>33526 anyone other aussies read nanny piggins? there were many a weight gain scene in those books, which i found myself constantly rereading for some curious reason

>>41110 I'm autistic but masked it a lot in highschool out of self preservation (most everybody saw through it, though); I did angst about being attracted to big girls because I didn't want another reason to put a target on my back (scummy, I know), but near the end I said "fuck it" and just made it kind of an open secret. Helps that a lot of my buddies are on a similar wavelength or at the very least, nonjudgmental. Especially now that I'm diagnosed and am thoroughly unmasking as possible, I've been even more unashamed about it. Life's too short; bang fat chicks

>>41150 I found out who made the videos on youtube and it was some generic white boy and girl youtube channel name but unfortunetly they deleted all their videos. I was curious of hitting the cousin duo if they had their fat camp video skit somewhere and if it was better than I remember. But that shit was from around 2009 so I feel like its long gone now and it would be weird for some guy out of nowhere to ask about. Oh well it'll live off in my memory or somewhere down the line I'll pay some fat artist to comission a fat camp comic about this video scenario and exaggerate on the pantry and fridge raid weight gain scene and the squashing of the camp counseller leading to them escaping fat camp and piling on more weight.

Back in the 90s, my first few girlfriends were on the chubby side. Just knew I was attracted to the curves, the soft feel of their bodies. Sadly though, the world was in a big anti fat stage. My family was very anti fat, my friends too. Hardly a unique experience, I'm sure, but I was never able to talk about my preferences, so it all got at least partially repressed. Wasn't exactly a great deal of fat porn back then either. Found magazines like Gent and Voluptuous. Big tits were great, but was looking for the natural girls as they tended to be curvier. Through those, I then discovered XL Girls. Think my first copy came as part of a pack or something. Probably the biggest girl they'd ever have in their was maybe a size 16-18. Hardly immense, but much bigger than anything else available at the time. Wasn't like a world shattering thing, but it just made me realize that it was what I was really into. My ex-wife was around that size for the majority of our relationship, so the body was fine (won't go into the personality). She was psychopathically against not just porn, but even the idea of me accidentally seeing another woman walk past me. After we broke up, single me finally had the ability to really explore what I liked. With the wonders of the interwebs, I quickly discovered models like Jackie and Adeline when they were starting out, Kellie Kay, Roxxie, Tiffany Cushinberry etc. That was the world shattering moment for me. I didn't just like chubby girls, I like FAT girls. Proper fat. Huge, thick, curvy. Even without ripping the skin off it, I spent hours, whole days at times just looking at images and videos of fat girls, staggered that this was what I'd been missing out on. I've always been most attracted to the belly. Some guys like legs. Others tits. For me it was a soft belly. Just seemed feminine to me. But actually looking at huge, soft bellies, bulging out of clothes, hanging down over their thighs, that changed my world. I love fat. Thick legs with dimples and cellulite, deep thigh rolls. Huge butts, thick and round or wide and flabby. I adore thick back and side rolls. Flabby arms are to die for. But the belly is the focus. An amazing fat belly is an absolute show stopper. To me, being attracted to fat women is not a fetish. It's just a sexual attraction, no different than liking redheads or being a leg or butt man. I've long since grown out of the associated shame that stigmatizes both fat people and those attracted to them. I happily tell people I like fat chicks when the subject comes up. It's often a laugh just to watch their faces. Best of all though, I got remarried, to the most wonderful person I've ever known, and she has the most perfect belly I've ever seen.

I have no clue when I started to have a thing for fat girls. I know that I always been attracted to girls and I was fascinated on bellies, especially when someone is pregnant. I heard woman burp all the time too so that may have influenced it too. The first video I watched was a short video of a woman playing with her belly with edited gurgle sounds and burps added and I was hooked ever since. I view the fetish more as a fantasy than something I strive to have in my life. Yes I like bigger, curvier woman but I don't want to live with someone who doesn't know how to take care of themselves and/or is over 400 pounds. Looks also matter and it seems like women who started off skinny and grew fat ends up more attractive than ones who was always fat most of their lives. I don't like seeing mega foreheads, and wide ass shoulders and their bottom half is skinny and flat. I like curvy butts more than I like bellies if I'm going to be honest, but having a chubby belly is an ideal vision for me. I'm single right now but if I ever meet someone who I explain my fetish to, 100% of the will goes to my partner and making sure that they feel comfortable. I'm more than fine dating someone who isn't into it at all and I still feel attraction towards more normal girls (I mean like average body type/ideal society bodies). As long as they not too skinny or muscular I'm cool with anyone. But a chubby partner would be perfect.

I had the fetish before this but what really cemented it for me was my first girlfriend when I was ~15-16. She was already fat when we started dating but she piled on over 50lbs over the course of the relationship and something about that dynamic wedged itself in my brain ever since, every girl I've been with over the past 6 years has been at least a little on the heavy side.

Spanx fucking Beluga Or whatever the hell Gillian goes by these days. I met her back in 2016 in New Hampshire and she was drop dead gorgeous. cutest and prettiest girl I ever saw. Had no idea she was also a gorgeous fat whale - the only photo I saw of her on POF was a bust shot. I came over to her place and I'd NEVER MET SOMEONE THAT BIG BEFORE. I was choked up but my chest was fluttery and I had trouble talking because she was so pretty man. Whatever her redhead friends name was, after she left she pushed me up against a wall and we made out for like way not long enough. Feeling all of her weight on me was the first time I was that hard and that sexually fucked up from a woman. I drove back to Londonderry that night and all I could think of was, goddamn, I love fat girls! I wonder how fat though? I wish we could have kept talking, last time I saw her I think she was doing an open relationship thing and I just couldin't do that. She's the only woman that's ever really done it for me, could say I was sort of in love with her. Hope you are doing well whatever you are doing out there. Take Care of yourself :)

>>33526 >What got you into this whole thing? my first girlfriend in college had a really pretty face. which is something i have generally always valued over body, but she was somewhere around the park of ~200lbs (she had a real hanger of a gut on her with a nice ass, plump tits too). she was my first intimate encounter with a girl of that size and shape. she just felt... great? it was a very pleasant feeling when i grabbed or squeezed any part of her. or feeling her soft belly touching my body and seeing it hang/bulge from whatever clothes she was wearing. that's the simplest way i can put it. completely different feeling than any of thin girls i was with in high school. also the stuffing aspect came about when i made the connection to her eating habits and what it was doing to her body... very hot. i think most of my friends and family have noticed a pattern with my choices in partners since then, but none of them have ever made any comment on it. my current girlfriend of six months is a spitting image of tianastummy at her current weight, which is the jackpot for me personally. but i don't mind if she gets any bigger

>>41106 It was this right here for me. It weirded me out a lot as a kid, but at the same time I became obsessed with that scene for a while. I love fat grandmas to death now.

Got drunk at a party. Normie Becky took advantage of me while I was black out. Was a Virgin freshman at state school. Next thing I knew all I wanted was massively obese women. Something about the mix of vulnerable/powerful, accessible/impossible, disgusting/attractive just really clicked in my mind leading up to the first suicide attempt.

>>42081 Tf.

>>42080 I also remembered being very interested in Endive from Chowder like others have already mentioned. And also Mrs. Boggy from Banjo Tooie lol

>>42082 That and my incredibly judge mental, screeching fat phobic mom. Just cold angry woman trying to get thinner. The massively obese short woman who drove the #3 elementary school bus always seemed like the most motherly ball of humanity I’d ever seen growing up. Oh and my brothers would hold me down and pull up my shirt to grab my fat and mock it in public family gatherings. But that part is fixed, I’ve had an eating disorder/exercise addiction since at least age 12.

at first I thought I just really liked giant tits but then I hooked up with a couple bigger chicks in college and realized it's just better

wanted to be fat since I first knew it was possible

>>44808 based (if you're a cute girl)

>>33526 I don't know. I don't even really care tbh, I just utterly hate this shitty fuckass fetish. It makes me miserable.

>>45742 Based and same lmao

>>45742 It attracts the fucking worst of the worst: >Fat whores whose ego is 10 times than their cholesterol levels >Rock bottom lolcows defending their utter shit taste >At the end they'll have to lose that fat, leaving them with no redeeming qualities (so many SSBBW models are unbearable cunts once you browse their socials) >The art isn't helping either, it became the laughing stock because again: rock bottom basement dwellers with no taste >Also both artists and models demand to be taken seriously, obviously if they're leftwing they certainly get their daily dose of head pats I guess Cringe Culture opened the eyes of many.

>>33526 I blame the media for setting the ideal body image on women. When I was a kid, I watched a lot of tv, cartoons, movies, etc. When a Weight Gain scene happened or any expansion related, I wondered WHY it always had to be a man and not a woman. I kept seeing men getting fat, or stuffed, or having a big belly, and not a single woman had the role of doing all that. Until I saw MIB II, seeing Serleena strolling out with a large belly in her sexy underwear, lit up the fire inside me. I'm also gonna point out at Terminator 3 for the breast expansion scene, and Ludacris's 'Stand Up' video. It has a fat woman dancing, two girls eating a large piece of chicken, and butt expansion.

>>45754 Entertainment in America is privatized now full of ghost stations that nobody watches. Even Disney is grumbling that their movies aren't good

>>45748 Lolcows are the only people with money. The biggest mistakes fetish artists make was getting rid of them and looking for imaginary nuclear dad's paying for high end models. Millennials are already mocked for their extravagant tastes and not being fiscally conservative. It's the same $70 games and $50 movies are being mocked by out of touch elites.

>>33526 I met UdderlyAdorable at an anime convention and she literally left me speechless in that Princess peach costume. Her confidence and the way she talked about her body and the bbw/FA community just gave me the hugest lady boner of my life. Fucked fat and never looked back. Thanks Zoe.

I think I always liked them because I would see a cartoon character getting fatter and be like "it looks nice". Though I found this fetish through a spanish speaking text to speech channel that would narrate weight gain comics. Later on I found the "maggie" comic and that led me to DeviantArt and finding a lot of content.

I knew for sure back in middle. Pic related. But there were earlier signs. The first was popping the world's most confused boner at 5 watching a poorly animated claymation horse fatten up on pumpkins. Link related. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zL9UKAlxEcc&t=348s Feedism cartoons have been around since the medium was invented. Where would we be without it?

>>45765 UA/Zoe is and always will be a legend and a marvelous sight to behold in the real world

>>33527 Pretty sure I wasn't born with it. Once day my oneitis tried inflation with a bike pump and we got hooked. Never heard about Willy Wonka in my entire life.

>>41133 Ironically enough I feel like the body positivity movement partly kill the huge Jump start of feederism for a generation. Because we’re never going any media revolving around Weight Gain again. From Actors wearing a Fatsuits to a Weight gain episode of conventually, attractive character. It’s over it’s all gone.

Some sam and max the series clips i saw on youtube as a youngster

>be me, 11 y/o or something >go to the pool 2 times per week >one year a new kid moves in town and we became friends >he starts going to the pool with me, same days and same hours >one time we're talking and he points to another group of kids in the water who are coming out after the lessons; "that's my sister" >look >holyfuck.jpg >6 years older, about 5'6 but easily 500lbs+ >permaboner as she waddles past in her skintight costume >double chin, fat rolls, thighs as thick as my torso Things changed since that afternoon.

So this one is gonna be a wild heck of a story >be me >6 years old >these weeks we talk about not calling people fat because I didn’t know about what words are insulting and fine >started looking up fat people fail on the computer >plus shows that had feederism and bbw (example: endive from chowder) >not only that I had a principal from my elementary school >she was blonde, 300 lbs? >one time she sent a video of herself drinking chocolate syrup >instant boner >later in middle school the love for big girls is pushed more >not only I look up bbw feederism content but irl which me explore others like squashing for instance >had two chubby big girls sitting in the front >got a boner in class >not only that but some pear shaped Latina just right behind her desk >she bends over and her ass and in front of my face >fast forward to high school >I’ve seen other big sized women but sophomore I didn’t had the urge because of bullying and the fact a friend back then tried asking her out for me >still times that were horny happen >like another latina bbw girl when she sat her ass was bigger than the seat >even my friend notice >there was this black bbw who was hot like not only tall but curvy and like damn her ass and tits >fast forward to college >had one chance with this girl >confess to her and a friend I like women >looking back she was into me >I was to focused on getting a license for a car >she started hanging out with others >now im a autist with a fat fetish I mean there was this one time I did manage to get a gf. We just kissed and send nudes to each other but yeah it didn’t workout still

When I was a young teenager I discovered the arts of Davidlopera from deviantart, and I got to know this world more. I don't remember if I met him first or the term feederism. I remember that when I was a child I sometimes searched for fattening games, but I almost never found good results lol. So I think I was kind of born that way, after I started researching and reading more I just became more sure that I liked it. As an adult I still see and think about the contradictions of this passion, such as the partner's health, the costs of maintaining this lifestyle, and if this would be a contradiction with what I believe ideologically, would it be wrong to do this in a world with so much poverty and hunger?

Kisame17 on deviant art. I’m a fine art MFA and before finding his corner of the internet never seen such depth of emotion, graceful lines, and tasteful restraint. If you never studied Michelangelo or Dante or Da Vinci you may not be high falloutian enough to understand why he’s the art GOAT, but he’s goated in the sauce.

The jack sprat nursery rhyme Two women who were clearly fat, left a big impact on me as a kid. All three happened in the same place.....a Christian School....2004 Pretty sure I'm obsessed with odese women because of it.

>>47918 I am sorry but who?

>>47918 Have fun with magical wizard Kisame lol..I am a wanderer and a hobo

>>33526 Genetics, just like everyone else, and it's a preference, not a fetish

Fat girl struggling to get into car seat with her breasts and belly pressed up against the steering wheel heavily complaining about it and angry and aggressive with a diva design inside the car with covered car seats and steering wheel animal designs.

3rd or 4th grade science teacher was noticeably overweight with a pear shape. Outside of the usual leaning over a student’s desk and shoving her ass in my face there was an instance that tipped me over. We were covering hibernation and she asked us how animals store energy, all our dumbasses were getting it wrong. After a couple of us tried to answer and failed she slapped her belly with both hands and shook it a bit and explained energy is stored via fat. Had I not been paying attention that day things might’ve been different.

>be me, a fat bitch >friends go to a music concert, i'm staying home >they come back in the early hours, hang out with guy i knew for a long while before and my other friend >we all decide to cuddle puddle >guy and i are cuddling in said puddle >eventually start stroking each other's limbs >he starts quietly moaning from the physical touch >have myself a thonk >ayo hol up >i never knew he was into me like that >felt myself blushing hard >ever so slowly advance my hand closer to his groin via the thighs through stroking his leg that was bent upwards >he rubs my leg >advances slowllyyy to my pussy >starts attempting to rub me through my pants >because of fat, it's difficult for him to actually get there lmao >friend tells us to fuck off then we went back to my room and fugged c:

>>33526 1. Playing doctor with my friend. The more you could stick your tummy out the sicker you were and thus the other person had to be the doctor and it was basically a competition of who could stick their stomach out farthest and then laugh at the other person (probably didnt do anything, but definitely a memory) 2. I had a fat babysitter when I was 3 and I would grab her boobs because I knew she didnt know I had been told not to, and had plausible deniability. 3. Guinness Book of World Records 4. Learned what a BBW was on Youtube and binge watched videos at 11 or so years old. I didnt know it was sexual then, but I liked it.

Dumb fucking curiosity. I was normal, till I decided to play retard and spy in fat groups on discord. I blended in like nothing, and just followed along. Weeks passed, months, till eventually 2 years. It became a sickening addiction to where it fucked my mental state in the anus so hard it now believes it’s into this shit. Eventually I cut ties with the groups when i stepped down the ladder even further, leading me to a dark hell of piss, farts, and scat. I am a literal fat-chick porn addict, who can’t knock this fucking shit off. I am mentally hurt, I don’t get any benefits, and stuck with this piece of shit of a fetish. Every fucking day of my life is regret.

Yo, try medication. I was/am a sex/porn addict + borderline alcoholic. Ozempic changed my life.

>>47861 >one time she sent a video of herself drinking chocolate syrup Why was your elementary school principal sending vids of herself drinking chocolate syrup to you?

I was kinda always intrigued by the idea of it. I've seen cartoons and vore videos on YT when I was younger and going on Deviantart to look for fanart didn't help either, but i never understood it and didn't care too much. It really started when I was curious one day and looked shit up on YouTube (when it was still filled with content) and the rest is history.

>>51974 Because it happened in his schizo brain.

>>51939 Will Ozempic make me like smaller women? That would be convenient, as some of my favorite models and the dating pool are shrinking as we speak.

always liked big tits and asses. But more thick than fat. The porn i watched 15 years ago was with girls like Angela White and a little bit chubbier. Lurked on 4Chan Big Ass and BBW Threads and this sparked something in me. Started watching porn like ScoreHD. Bigger girls, but not fat. Started fapping to BBWs with post nut clarity. Then fucked a true BBW nearly double my weight. It was really strange at first but it got me hooked. Now into SSBBW and I'm a lost case. The health topic is holding me back, so i draw a line at 300-350 lbs. Would love to have a bigger girl in real life for sexual reasons, but can't do it.

>>52084 From my experience if the girl has naturally just got bigger each year and holds down a decent job they remain fairly active. My wife was anything up to 450 or thereabouts for a number of years until she reached 40 and thought it best to drop a little when she got blood pressure meds. In my 20s 'the one that got away' went from 300 to 500 in a few years because she got off on it. She remained mobile enough to work in a plus size fashion store. Granted she sat when she could but had no trouble getting about. If SSBBWs are what gets you off, date them.

I think my "awakening" was something I saw on TV when I was like 6-7. It was of some CCTV footage of a man laying on bed and a massive woman came jumping onto him and something just clicked. From that day forward I was into BBWs to the largest SSBBWs, especially being squashed.

Is stupid the story, but I was looking for some photos for people eating in Parks for a homework, and eventually I find pictures of fat people and even to draws of Axel rosered. So a small snowball of seeing this photos became in a feetish.

I was semi traumatized as a child when my babysitter, who was mid 200s exited the shower ass naked and I was rummaging around the master bedroom for a video game or toy or something, I don't even remember why I was there. I saw everything, slightly sagging boobs, big belly and her well shaved pussy. Of course at the time, my tiny 5 year old brain couldn't comprehend it, but the thought never left. Pretty sure she told my dad what happened, cause i never saw her again after that. Nowadays, it's the ideal weight for a women to me. That sweet 240-260 mark is just magical.

I remember as early as the age of 6 or 7, I had a "fascination" with fat women. Part of it had to due with how there was a lot of fat girls at my school, and how I grew up in a low-income area. But what really woken me up was when I discovered fat hentai/art. When I was around 10 years old, I got curious and stumbled upon some hentai. I kept staring at it and looking for more images and eventually, I started feeling like it was kind of attractive. Then one day, I got a boner and started rubbing my legs together. That was the day I definitely new I was into big girls (I was around 12 when this happened).

Personally, I never knew my attraction was a "fetish" until the internet came into existence. For me, finding fat women attractive was never a mystery because they generally have more of the female sexual characteristics that I'm drawn to; big tits, big asses, big legs, big hips. And if a woman is fatter, those features become even more exaggerated. It always seemed obvious, and the internet arrives and now there are guys who are into fat women because of a fucking Totally Spies episode. Go figure.

>>33526 >Pic related >the morbidness and shock of seeing such huge people, stereotypes and, unfortunately, certain situations that I could only cover up by watching pornographic sites in my early adolescence. A couple of things have happened to me that make me think that opportunities with fat or thin girls have been lost, and because I'm immersed in my world of imaginary porn and bad low self-esteem. and now, well, what do you advise me about trying to flirt with a big, tall woman (I liked her because I saw her, she's twice my size), when I'm just a thin man of 70kg and 1.65m (I don't know if I'm a 5/10, but I have hygiene and masculinity, and I know how to greet by looking into the eyes) (AM i a crazy porn adicct?)

>>33526 I used to be in foster care when I was a teen, and one family I was with had some mega fat girl as a teenage daughter. I had this covert crush on her, and beat off thinking about her sometimes. Back then I used to think I was a guy who liked fat girls. Now I want to BE the fat girl.

>>53762 Do you know how much she weighed?

>>53799 No, but she was a HUGE cow. Definitely looked like 450-500 lbs.

>>53762 how old are you? maybe it's not too late to transition... t.tranny

i remember vividly being 8 and just staring at my classmates lil pudge and from then on met a couple of girls who are slightly chubby and still think of it till today

>>33526 When I was young (around 4 y/o), my mom had a fat coworker/friend, I remember times where I would rub my face on her belly (probably just thought of as younglings being weird) and I always liked going over to see her. so that's probably how I got a fat fetish

I was a latchkey kid growing up. My parents both worked 30 minutes to an hour from the house, and I was too young to be left alone there all hours of the day, so my mother hired a sitter to check in and hang around for a few hours, maybe drive me somewhere occasionally so I wasn’t cooped up for all of a Texas summer. My first babysitter was Gretchen, blonde, lean, and sweet with pale eyes. But the next year was Tammy. 380 pounds of strawberry blonde, big-bellied, massive-titted kindness. She was great, and spending a summer with an SSBBW (before I ever knew what that term meant) planted the seed. Her car’s suspension sagged in her direction even when she wasn’t in it, and we replaced the loveseat she liked to sit in because it was practically concave after months of that huge ass landing in it. I found her on LinkedIn and she’s even bigger now. In a perfect world I would pay good money for a night with her.

in 3rd grade, we had moved in before moving back a few months later. The neighbors had 3 girls, one was my age, we played together. She was fat but not as much as her sisters. the youngest was the fattest 30 years later I still can't understand how the little sister could walk with her weight

Can you guys include an approximate height next to the weights?

In high school, the hot girls who went out partying every weekend started getting chubby and that's when I knew I preferred girls at least chubby. Then in college came across a video of a girl named "promqueennomore" who held up an old pic of skinny her as she showed off her now fat body. Then things snowballed and I realized I preferred fat girls and especially liked watching the weight gain process happen to them and contrasting the differences. Long-term GF/now wife has doubled her weight from 125-260+ and despite me never revealing this fetish to her directly I've definitely gotten to fulfill it. Skinny girls can look nice, but fucking a fat girl cannot be beat.

I always knew I liked fat, it was one of my earliest memories, but the game over screen in Banjo Kazooie changed something in me on a deep level.

When I was 8, I read a story called The Pumpkin Giant. In it was Princess Ariadne Diana who was so fat she couldn’t walk, so she had to roll. That sealed it for me.

>>33526 watching my babysitter when i was growing up come back from college ever summer just a little bit fatter