Hi all, I am 35 years old. I have been into BBWs since I was 0. I have a clear memory of the 1989 earthquake. My mom's friend was over, and she was quite obese for that time. I remember her an my mom just came in from the pool. She wasn't wearing a bikini, but it was a swimsuit that showed her belly. Once everything started shaking, this massive woman also starting shaking. Everywhere. My crotch tingled and I remembered thinking the feeling was similar to when I would hold crawl up the side of my crib by grasping the panel with my legs. I was absolutely mesmerized. My mom was freaking out. I remember she blocked the fat friend trying to keep me safe. I started crying. But then her fat friend fell over and her belly popped out of her swimming bottoms. Immediately, I was happy again. I was laughing with joy, and I got as close as I could to her to to get as much of a view as I could. It was glorious and my first sexual experience. Anyway, I tell that story to make something clear: I like fat women. The bigger the better. Always have, always will. Earlier this month, I was reading something about food addiction and a lightbulb turned on in my head: there are 12 step meetup groups for food addicts. I started off with an online meeting, and it was cool. I saw some very fat women cry and talk about crazy shit, like hiding a pie that their husband found and threw away and eating it from the garbage as soon as he left. Tonight, I went in person. I told them that I binge and purge and made up some stories. Afterwards, while talking to one massive fatty, I faked some tears and got a hug. I know she felt the boner in my pants, and she pulled away quickly. After that, she kept glancing at me all through the night. I could smell her arousal. Anyway, this took me 35 years to figure out. Food addicts anonymous has serious fatties that are hopelessly addicted to food. Go some time, and thank me later! https://www.foodaddicts.org/find-a-meeting