I met a girl on craigslist saying I don't want a girl who eats salads. Then we met. Bought a slice of cake and I never looked back. We didn't work out but being with her confirmed my love for bigger women and feedism and I just kept discovering more and more by the women I attracted and spent time with that this is not only a kink for me but my fetish and I love it!

I'm legit happy for you but this kind of thing blows my mind. I knew I had a feeder fetish from before I started thinking of girls in a sexual way, decades before I had a word for it. I can't imagine waking up to it in my teens or 20s.

The moment of actual realization must've been around 6th grade Had some swimming courses at that time for a few weeks as part of PE So obviously all the girls weren't "hidden" behind your everyday clothes wearing swim suits or less While all the boys were talking about their favorites I noticed I felt different I didn't like the skinny girls, I liked the two fatties in my class One being a chubby pear and one being a, quite fat for a 6th grader, single belly girl I loved the belly, the rolls, the jiggling everywhere with every move I loved when we got on the bus, how nothing happened when everybody got in But when those two got in, that thing was shaking noticeably That was my first actual moment of realization that it's fat girls for me It was just there from the very beginning, like hardwired and coded The moment I started being interested in the opposite gender, it was fat girls right away And that time was when I realized it The bellied girl was totally into me all the time, but I was to shy and dumb to realize btw xD

>>79232 would have dreams as young as 4-5ish about getting crushed under the weight of my teachers huge fat ass, don't even remember how I found the porn but that happened at like 8 years old (hopefully won't let that happen when I have kids) and since then I was 100% sure.

>>79253 Same

The alarm bells started going off for me almost immediately. 1) My parents had a christmas coffee table book with this Norman Rockwell painting when I was 3-4 years old, and I was absolutely mesmerized by it. I had no idea why but my hands would tremble opening that book up and I just couldn’t stop looking at it. 2) My pre-k teacher was very fat. Maybe 5’5” 350 pounds. Not cute, old and trashy. When she would turn around the kids would point at her butt. She had all the classic fat woman headcase pathology around food. The kind of stuff that a kid might not understand but remembers. For example, when she’d eat she would basically go into a fugue state, staring blankly ahead and chewing like a robot. I’d never seen anyone eat like that before and she was fat, so I found it hilarious. She would randomly say stuff to the class while teaching like “I’m going to eat this egg but just the white” (this is in the early 90s when egg yolks were seen as bad for you), as if she felt compelled to justify her eating habits to a group of fucking 4 year olds. I apparently used to talk about this a LOT because years later, my (thin, fat-phobic) mom was reminiscing about when I was young and said “you know, we were really happy to get you in to kindergarten. I thought that teacher of yours was going to make you start liking fat women or something.”

I think seeing Ashley Graham in magazines planted the seed that I liked curvier women, but seeing Chrissy Metz in American Horror Story and how her character is basically a feeder's dream solidified that I liked *really* big women. I can also remember a 10th Grade socials class being paired with this enormous (for the time, at least. My tastes would expand, but she was easily high 200s-low to mid 300s) Asian girl and being unable to focus + constantly blushing. I'm actually in my first relationship, with a slim girl and I love her and her body (attracted to all sizes), I absolutely would love a relationship with an SSBBW, and maybe even a night or two with a USSBBW.

>>79628 My childhood babysitter had a very, very fat daughter, and I'm sure that imprinted on my brain and caused this fetish. She was older, and thus cooler, and wore pants that were way too tight.

>>79829 Is she still fat to this day?

Id been looking at fatty porn for years, but one day I had a friend who was pretty generous with access to her body let me snuggle/ feel up her small tummy and I was sold. That or when I had a female friend over and she got a stomach ache and accepted my offer to rub it to make it feel better. I genuinely meant it to help, but also wanted to touch her belly. That was also sublime and did actually ease her tummy ache. :)

>>79814 Also this Barcroft video. Would watch it over and over without knowing why...

For me, there were two "aha" moments. Both as I was hitting puberty, around 11 or 12. One was being at a public pool and a very fat MILF (well, my perception of what is very fat has changed since then, so maybe she was not that big) bumped up against me and boy, did I like how her soft fat leg felt. The other one was when I was taking a computer class at the library. (This was way back when PCs were just starting - might even have been a PET computer we were learning on, for those of you who remember those.) There was just me, my sister and this other girl in the class. I remember that it was all I could do not to stare at her chubby thighs the whole time we were in class together. Fat legs have always been my thing, and this is the first time I remember thinking how much I liked chubby girls. Memories...

The realization moment for finding large attractive you mean? That happened when I was sitting in a chair reading, or staring at a computer, don’t remember, I glanced across the room, looked up, and realized the individual sitting across from me was attractive. I was chonky and the world trade center had gotten destroyed by jet fuel fires and all the crushes I had had had been on thinner sized folks so noticing that somebody was attractive and also noticing that they were large was like this feeling I had never had before that.

>>79232 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ASAVr_D9igI I remember watching Jerry Springer as a kid and anytime there were any bbws on it I was fixated lol

>>79232 News story about a person that gained alot from Wales due to an ovarian cyst. Led me to weight gain and reddit accounts like thefatrat47 then spiralled into discovering Tiana accidentally and hear we are today.

>>80175 Bro this. I would watch Jerry Springer every chance I got purely for a chance to see a super fatty on TV. It was such a thing my dad would call me in to the room if hewas watching and one came one... Not at all knowing what a sexual thing it was developing into for me. Fool.

I wasn't sure I was into fat girls, got out of a long term relationship with a skinny/chubby girl (gained weight during the relationship) who I was retarded enough to tell that I was into the whole feedism/weight gain shit and she hated it, eventually got out of it and slept with a BBW (around Gothfeedee's size in like 2021-2022) and it all clicked, I came embarassingly fast when previously it would take me forever to get where I needed to be and that I couldn't really date skinny again

The Spongebob episode where he makes fun of Sandy for being hick due to her accent and the Lilo & Stitch episode with the burgers made my wiener and balls feel funny and happy, nothing actualized out of it but the seed was planted. Years later I was doing a school project and came across the Venus of Willendorf on the school library computer and I embraced preferences immediately though a little stunned I wasn't going to have normal taste. Pic related: so many people wouldn't have had their psyches warped if their parents weren't moralists or would spare time to reprimand their kids if they learned something from TV which makes me wonder if I ever would've been perverted like this. It's not like I feel cursed by it but having a fetish for inflicting weight gain is high maintenance to say the least.

>>80416 My parents were insanely permissive, let me watch and read anything. I had open access to R. Crumb comix, National Lampoon, and "art" books in the house with all kinds of nudes. Started going to R rated movies at 7. No moralizing and very open about sex and sexuality. And I'm still an obsessive pervert lol.

>>80440 I'm inclined to feel that well-to-do parents having their kids' sexuality corrupted via cartoons storyboarded by grown-up perverts is the largest avenue of how millenials and younger got their fetishes & preferences, and I don't know if I needed a primer or my child brain got taken captive. And your parents doing the opposite method is obviously going to have an impact as it's what the former were trying to shield their kids from due to the average person being incapable of walking fine lines or even knowing the lines are on what a kid could take thoughtfully. It makes me wonder a little what percentage of the masses had sexual deviations before mass literacy and mass media but could never act on it or had a limited vision of fantasy.

>>79232 For me, it was when I reached 300lb and realised skinny women wouldn't want to fuck me. Then it turned out a couple of the women in my life were feeders who were into it and I got more into it and all the big women I was attracted to thought I looked like the Michelin man and didn't wanna come near lol

>>80447 >well-to-do parents having their kids' sexuality corrupted via cartoons storyboarded by grown-up perverts is the largest avenue of how millenials and younger got their fetishes & preferences I'm convinced this is true, and not just for the well-to-do. Basic cable subs were pretty affordable bitd. I'm Gen X fwiw, not much money but bohemian parents raised in strict households who decided to go in the other direction. >what percentage had sexual deviations before mass literacy and mass media I'm no expert it seems paraphilia/fetishes are a standard quirk of the human brain and only the triggers themselves change. I do agree that the sheer amount of stimulation available is going to inspire a much broader range of paraphilia. It's hard to know how widespread they were and what triggered them because if you go back to the mid 20th century and before you had repression via religion and social mores that made these feelings a far more serious taboo, and even illegal.

>>80448 Yeah i'm a big guy as well and even before I hit 300 lb all the fat women in my life told me I was too fat for them lol... meanwhile they would constantly moan about how people treated them badly because they were fat or that guys wouldn't even give them a chance. Some of them were almost 2x my size.

>>80451 And yet the skinny ladies in my life were feeders,

>>80448 Curious: what do you find a bigger turn on, the fat women or the thin women who want to feed you? or do you even like being fed?

>>80461 Idk, this were years ago, but probably the former considering the website I'm on rn Being fed wasn't really hot at all, felt fairly conflicted and self-conscious about it and in the end lost all the weight

>>80478 >>80452 Some men are out here drowning while I'm dying of thirst. Where are all these feeder women at? >>80461 After started getting chubby I gravitated to bigger women. I kept gaining weight, went through a lot of denial, started gaining on purpose when I realised I liked it, and my size preference in women just exploded upwards. Then I met a thin feeder a few times, she was small and dominant, and being fed by her destroyed my brain. We tried funnel feeding a few times before we lost contact and it was indescribable. She told me she was going to make me immobile and ruin my life and I would have let her. Now I rate thin feeder women above anything. If I ever find one my life will be over.

>>80517 Relative of mine is in good shape and reasonably attractive with a huge rack. Her first serious BF in high school was a fat dude, but a varsity football player so I chalked it up to that. I wasn't aware of her dating habits in college and after — we see each other every few years at family events — but her husband (now ex) started fat (5'9", 250) and got MASSIVE while they were married, probably close to 400. She's in her late 40s and within 15 pounds of when she graduated high school. Just saying they're out there lol.