>>84306 1. I remember I was like 6-7 years old, it wasn't proper arousal originally but evolved into that when a friend showed me a "gross fat lady" on a treadmill. 2. Fat but got a gastric bypass and lost the weight 3. Mid, had her issues but most of my family was already neurotic 4. For feedism in particular it was one of those "Scenario" ones where it was like sonic characters, I remember it being ass and basically a slide show, I think I got my first boner to them iirc? 5. Drawback because I still find thin girls attractive, but like I can't get it all the way up for them and takes forever to cum when I do sleep with them. Lost my first relationship partly because of this fetish. 6. As I said in previous question, I find them attractive, most of my mindset is if you're hot thin you're hot fat and vice versa, there's an immutable hotness, fat is just a bonus

1)Im not aroused by feeding,but tbh i always remember im into slightly bigger girls since i know myself,so i got little to no clue on those 2)As far as i can remember,nope,but before she married,she states that she got 5-10 kg's (which idk,15 to 20 lbs -maybe 25 lbs max- in U.S system?) extra,but i dont want to talk about it 3)Im not Tony Soprano,neither she is not Livia Soprano,so im not hating her ofc 4)I wont say experience but i like fuller boobs and ass,thick thighs and little belly and fuller face cheeks on women.As almost every past gf of mine was almost built like that. 5)Tbh i see myself as a chubby chaser,i do not intent on fattening my partner,bu if i approach a attractive yet fat girl,i will flirt with her 6)I mean as long as they are not bitches,im cool with them too,as i lost my v-card to a girl who weighs at 120 lbs,but they are not my go-to type like most of the men outside this site

>>84306 I just like fat chicks. End of story. You feeder fags should die

Skinny girls can't suck cock to save their lives. Every fat girl that I've dated or had a ONS was able to drain my balls

My first experience with this kind of stuff happened when i was around 12 or 13 and i found a shitty article with the title; "What if they hottest Hollywood celebrities were fat", or something like that, and it has a bunch of shitty photoshoped pictures of famous celebrities as fat people. Around the same time i found another article showing before and after pics of cute fat woman, but it wasnt related to any fetish, it was a body shaming thing i guess. Eventually in my search for fat related shit, i found a pic of a very young Plump Princess with her belly covering the keyboard of a laptop (if u guys know the pic, share it pls lmao) and well, that was the first time i jerked off without forcing myself to look at normie porn. And yeh my mom was fat, and still is, but tbf most woman in my early life were fat including all of my old teachers and my friend's mothers/sisters. I don't leave around most of them anymore tho, i left my home town like 8 years ago, but i like to believe i keep in contact with a lot of people from that time in my life. To be honest even tho there are a lot of elements in my environment that influenced my fetish i don't think my mom and other maternal figures are they answer. I used to be very fat as a teenager, and i know it's weird to say it, but at the time thinking about fat woman whole grabbing my own fat was a way for me to cope with my obesity, although i losed the extra weight when i was around 17 but that coping mechanism stayed with me i guess. I don't hate the fetish, it's something i don't show to people and Ive managed to hide it from most of my ex partners, but tbh it's not the only fetish i keep to myself lol, and i'm also not that huge of an obsessed porn guy im happy with just watching a fat girl doing hot shit, and if they used to be skinny thats even better, im not a feeder but girls getting fat it's always a hot thing for me. Don't get me wrong, i do love skinny woman too, ive dated petite chicks and i love having sex with them, but if i have the chance to get a fat girl im always gonna take it.

As interesting the psychology behind this is, I feel the Freudians on this page are grasping at straws. >If mum skinny you are attracted to fat women because they are not your mother. >If mum fat you are attracted to fat women because you subconsciously want to fuck your mother.

I’ve been coming back to this for a while. this might be rough but I’ll be as sparing of details as I can be. I was a chubby kid. fairly normal otherwise, outgoing etc. we had a babysitter visit one night, who was a very large man. it was supposed to be his mum who looked after us, but he showed up. he got my brother sorted and put to bed early, then insisted on giving me a bath. told me to strip in my parents room. he then spent some time slapping parts of my body and saying I had “tits like a woman”. afterwards followed this up with some other unsavoury stuff that doesn’t need repeated. obviously gave me the “if you tell anyone you’ll be in big trouble” spiel which worked on my child brain. after that moment I became almost obsessed with viewing any kinds of bodies fatter than mine. like a compulsion I guess. I repressed a lot of that night for almost twenty years and developed a fairly intense eating disorder along the way, and only after going into recovery for that did I remember what had happened. since that time though I remember being quite literally obsessed with finding people with bodies bigger than mine. early days of the internet obviously made the pipeline for searching for things like that a fairly direct one into outright feedist fetichism. I guess that’s another thing to pick apart. anyway sorry for the dump. been on my mind a lot, feels good to type that out.

>1. When do you first remember feeling aroused by fat girls/feeding? 4 years old, noting how my fat preschool teacher and my dad's fat secretary both gave me certain feelings. First memory of feeder urges was age 7±, when I found myself arranging my toys in size order and pretending it was one person gaining weight. I started drawing pics of fat women eating around this time too. >2. Was your mom fat? No, curvy-slim >3. How do you feel about your mom? (picrelated lol) Very patient and affectionate but chaotic and didn't always make the best choices when I was young >4. Do you have a specific experience that you think gave you this fetish? I can't remember any, if there were I was too young to remember >5. How do you feel about your fetish? I don't mind being an FA but the feeder thing is inconvenient. Mostly that I'll never be able to work it into an actual relationship. I also wish I wasn't quite so obsessed but then a lot of non-FAs are obsessive with sexual stuff so it's not fat-exclusive. >6. Do you have any particular feelings towards thin women? Only the ones who are obviously vain about their thinness, lording it over bigger women or thinking they're special for being thin. But then vanity is a turnoff in general. I've had thin female friends and acquaintances who aren't like that and I don't think I treat them differently (other than not being interested in them sexually).

>>84306 >1. When do you first remember feeling aroused by fat girls/feeding? I remember stumbling across a softcore SSBBW model website on the family computer at around the same time I was watching a lot of western cartoon episodes that featured stuffing/feedism as a major plot point. >2. Was your mom fat? Yes, she struggled to lose her postpartum weight and actually contracted diabetes shortly after I was born. She's never been what the online FA/Feedist community would consider 'super-sized' though, not even close. >3. How do you feel about your mom? (picrelated lol) She's a first generation army wife and an incredibly narcissistic parent. As far as I know, her highest aspiration(s) in life was always to be a mother (and ideally, a grandmother) even though I've come to believe she really had no business ever being one. I'm only able to talk to her from behind multiple emotional barriers erected 15+ years ago. She's impossible to negotiate with, gaslights everybody and has no respect for other people's boundaries (did I mention she's a hoarder?). She's why I have intimacy issues. >4. Do you have a specific experience that you think gave you this fetish? I don't think so? I remember stumbling across fat fetish art on dA sometime in 2008-09. That's when I discovered artists like xyxtlin, GAIN-OVER, SpratFA, DoWhatNow, kawaiidebu, murdelli.. the list can go on. I think what really cemented it for me in high school was seeing this tall blonde girl classmate, who was always really loud and obnoxious, returning from summer break having nearly doubled her weight and it seemingly hadn't affected her self-image at all! Like, she was just as confident as she'd always been; just much softer and bouncier than before. This was in stark contrast to my mom, for example, who was always despairing about her weight (despite dressing conservatively to begin with). >5. How do you feel about your fetish? It's a blessing and a curse. My closest friends still think I'm aromantic asexual, no matter how many times I've tried to explain why FA/Feedism appeals to me. >6. Do you have any particular feelings towards thin women? Mostly ambivalence. Also depends on how thin they are (and perhaps want to be). If you start using terms from online sh/ed communities to shame others then that's the fastest way to get me to block you.

1. Wonka 71 was one of my favorite films as a kid. You know the reason. I’m a berryfucker. It is what it is. Aside from that - I recall loving particular episodes of shows where a female character got fat. Super Babs in Tiny Toons with the carrot cake, Daisy in QuackPack with the green pudding(?), Totally Spies Passion Patties, Frankie in Foster’s with the cookies, Audrey in National Lampoon’s European Vacation(2nd favorite sequence), Carol in Growing Pains where she falls through the stage, Jackie in the Wonka Sequence of That 70’s Show, Sabrina Pancake Madness (3rd favorite) etc. 2. Yeah, and 3. Creeped out by the concept of being sexually attracted to her. Never once had that thought. 4. Wonka 71’s Blueberry - I watched every airing I saw on tv, and when I got the VHS for Christmas, I wore it out. 😬 5. Totally fine. I have a plump wife, who allows me to throw in some berry-lite lines at her during sex. (I’m a lucky man) 6. Nope. I find thin women generally unattractive. I can appreciate a pretty face, or a thin woman with a plump asset - but yeah, I usually have a like … physically uninterested filter, where I just do not think sexual thoughts about them. But rest assured, a fat woman, with a pretty face … mmmf … you’re definitely a blueberry in my thoughts. Or an overstuffed gluttonous piggie, however I’m feeling that day.

Some questions to get the discussion going: 1. I think it was more on the fat curves they can have. Softness all around, and usually fatter women have bigger asses, bigger tits compared to skinnier women. 2. She's got some fat but that's hardly an issue. 3. Love her and respect her, she does a lot for me that I don't deserve lol. Even if she annoys me with constantly redecorating rooms lol. 4. Most likely weight gain animations and pictures while looking more for Breast and Ass expansion stuff. 5. Its good but I gotta remember its just fetish fantasy and not a thing I should put into reality, especially for dating. 6. Don't mind it, though I prefer a girl with meat on her bones not gonna lie lol. -- I've gotten more into the fetish just for the bigger curves, but realistically I wouldn't date a super fat woman.

>>84306 My first kiss was the in 1st grade as a dare to kiss this fat black girl My mom used to be fat then got lipo We don’t really get along well tbh. We talk but I feel like an employee to her, zero in common. So despite my mom being fat, we had a family friend who was very sweet to me and she was also fat and bigger girls have always been sweet to me. I also just don’t feel much with like stick skinny girls ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Honestly I think being conventionally attractive and being with a bigger girl is super hot and super huge big dick energy. Anyone who’s like ashamed is pathetic, date that fat girl, hell yeah and don’t be ashamed and touch her tummy in public that’s what I do with my somewhat midsize girlfriend now I think thin women are generally more “beautiful” but doesn’t make anything happen downstairs.

>>84306 1. Early puberty 2. No 3. Alright I guess 4. In early childhood it's watching Winnie the Pooh getting stuck and getting a boner, later some direct exposure. 5. I am unable to satisfy it. 6. Sex is sex. Early puberty, perpetual low-grade hunger, as I can remember it. Not starvation, but that specific gnawing deficit that sits in the body, bland diet. Sports school in Crimea, long time ago. I was on the swimming team, she was on the volleyball team. I ended up with my hands on her belly. Just that, played with it, pressed it, felt the give of it. Several times. The hunger and the softness arrived in the same developmental window and so it was wired together permanently. From there the bigger-weight bigger-tits vector, which is straightforward and requires no justification, the body knows what it's optimizing for. And yet never actually dated or slept with a bbw. It remains platonic eidos, archetype is intact precisely because it was never metabolized into experience. Probably keeps its charge that way. Or whatever.

>>84410 brother i think you have way more shit to work through than just dealing with your fat fetish if you aren't lying about getting molested as a child

anyway since i'm here i might as well join in on my fat admirer awakening survey: 1. totally spies' passion patties episode and the fosters home where frankie gorged herself on cookies the entire episode. nuff said 2. yes, still is a little bit. 3. personally i love her for the fact she was a hard working single parent though i wasn't turned on by her fat specifically, just that the realization that women can get as big, if not bigger AND they usually like it sexually (unlike my mom lmao) was the beginning of the end for me 4. see 1 5. i don't mind having it (even let me find some genuinely good non fat artists through their socials) but i'll be damned if i make my preferences known to any of the chicks i'm friends with irl 6. i still always find thin(ish) women attractive even if i do wish their faces were on a heaving sweltering mass of 350+ fat rolls begging for more and nothing else, though if i end up putting a ring on a skinny girl in my lifetime then that might be the only time in my life where i'd let her in on my only real dark secret, if she's into it then we both have it made, if not then it's not a big loss but i'm for sure gonna coddle and spoil her regardless so she ends up with a little something extra if you catch my cold

>>84493 oh the other stuff is getting dealt with, it’s a long process and has been one of peeling back layer after layer. wish I could say I was lying, unfortunately not. suppose I’m also curious as to how common or not this sort of response might be. I suppose it’s just interesting in a morbid way how far the tendrils of something like that spread out- I had thought for the longest time that I just had a preference for fat bodies, though it kind of became more pronounced over many years. I suppose there’s always a risk of over pathologising something like this but at least the logic makes sense.

>>84440 This guys experience with his mom is eerily similar to mine, so i dont need to explain a lot. Its kinda weird to read about a narcisistic, emotionally unavailable mother who hoardes and always struggled with the weight she never really lost. Kinda weird. >>84306 1. If you ask me from a therapist chair, i would say at 4-5, when my mom showed me on her naked body, in the mirror, why her fat body is gross and why my baby fat should go asap. A lot of groping invloved. Thats where i developed the shame for my own fat body, which i overcame in time, but the degrading kink is still there. I love to badmouth a fat girl. If you ask me when i knew i liked fat girls whas right at age 6-7, first grade, where i had a fat classmate. i would always stare like a moth to a flame. I feel like ive been made for this. I am the fat punisher. I will never stop. 2. Quite fat. Over 100kg. Always hated it. Always complained. 3. I hate her with a burning pasion. The only thing that makes me talk to her is her victim complex and cries for help just to manipulate you into doing something for her. Its very desparate and ugly tactics, but she wants to live in fairy land where she is never wrong and pretty much isolated herself in her hoarder home forever, abandoned by all except chatgpt. Ironic. 4. Oho. Funny you asked. Mom used to pretty much fatten me up. A lot of fucked up shit i said in my reply, i know, but this is a thread with freud on it. So yeah, mother used to really drive home the "eat everything from the plate" scenario, with a plate that could easily fill an adult. Needless to say, i am a very, very dedicated feeder. I am the type to make it a lifestyle. Stuffings are for people that want instant gratification. I am in this for the long run. I have feedee tendencies, i first felt weight gain on myself, so, no harm in a little mutual stuff, but still, i love fat girls getting fatter, and i like the confort in food, indulgence and hedonism. No forcing and oushing limits. Its about giving in, not shame. And yes, i have the classic "fat friend goes on summer something trip and comes back fucking huge so you kinda just become fixated on her for the rest oh highschool" 5. Superb. I fully accepted and embraced everything. Again, with freud on the cover, i would say it feels like you are robbed when you fully understand that all your love for fat chicks and making them huge comes from your evill crazy mom, but its not that deep. Some have worse fetishes. I embraced it all. I never date skinny. I only date fatter than me. I always come clean about gaining in about a month from a talking stage. I dont want to have anything else but this. I am a feeding machine and am really, really addicted to fat. I get very depresed and angry when i dont have a fat girl to grope her belly maniacly. They like it. It makes them feel extremly wanted and get hooked on the constant attention. I feel it helps the intimacy and feeling your body loved by your partner quite a lot. I also have adhd. Maybe its a BIG factor. No stresstoy compares to a fat fucking gut. 6. I could never see a skinny girl sexually. My brain just... Cant. It has to have fat. Even a bit. I just cant see them as sexy or beautiful. That helps me quite a lot, as i am surrounded by skinny women in my work field, and men are in the minority, so seeing a lot of women and never seeing them sexually or even romantically helps me win them over in a majority women leading field, where they dont have any excuse to team up with or trust men. Its a huge, huge advantage for me.

>>84306 Iv been into fat girls for as long as I can remember. Growing up the two other girls in my court were both fat. One of them I would say was deffo classed obese. I went out with the fat one but always found myself attracted to the obese one. This was when I was primary school age. Ever since then I just naturally found myself more attracted to fat girls. And slowly over the years Iv become attracted to bigger and bigger women. I kept liking just “fat” girls and began watching fat girl porn but to be honest I found “raw porn” like people fucking hard, disgusting. And that made me pivot to more body tours and clothes try ons. I guess I liked watching fat girls clothed because that’s how I’d see them in real life? And then it pivoted into eating videos and then gaining videos and now I like chubby women all the way to ssbbw women. And all of my relationships ever since the first fat girl have been fat. Iv never tested the water with a skinny girl. The idea of bones turns me off lol. And now up to the current day I’m 23 and my partner has gained over 100lbs since we have been together all be it 6 years. So what does this mean? Because the first females I came into contact with were fat that set me on a path for the rest of my life? Can it be as simple as that? None of my family are fat. Like not a single person I can think off. Although my parents split up when I was 13 and it was quite destructive I wouldn’t say that ever had an effect either.

1. Probably from cartoons. Whenever a cartoon would feature gluttony/weight gain/expansion/growth themes I would be glued to it. 2. Not at all. 3. She has always been supportive of anyone I dated so all good there. 4. Just seeing fat women's asses wobble and fat bulging out of their clothes, straining seams, etc. When I was young and my family would go to a mall and agree to meet up at a certain spot at a certain time, I would go and sit on a bench closest to a Lane Bryant or any other fat woman clothes store and just look at the fatness. 5. I fucking love it. No shame and lots of good relationships and sex. 6. Nothing negative towards them as people. I've dated or hooked up with a few but they just don't do it for me sexually long term.

>>84459 >wonka 71 Wonka 05 ruined my fucking life.

>1. When I saw the real thing and it clicked for me, and that fat wasn't fat enough. >2. Yes. >3. At best I'd rather not be around her though still like her, at worst I think she's a stupid cunt. She had no direct influence on me having this fetish. >4. Sandy forcefeeding Spongebob as he was pleading with her to stop. >5. I realized early on that other people got aroused and had easy stress-free relationships without hitches in theory whereas I'd have to gamble with whether a girl would drop me like a hot rock for when I confess and work to build her up to size. Things would be easier though if I didn't have this what else wouldn't I have. >6. They're "objectively" hotter but I'd have to work at it to maintain something carnal, in simpler words they naturally don't turn me on. >>84315 I think presumptuous normalfags like you should die instead.

1. Sometime around puberty, when I started noticing women in general. I liked the bigger ones by default, and slowly went from "bigger boobs and butt = good" to "I like stuffed/fat bellies" to "girls overindulging is stupid-hot and I wish I could help a nice one go absolutely nuts with it" . Didn't take long for me to not really care about skinny women, like the ones with a bit of pudge and really go nuts for the huge gals 2. Nope, stocky but not fat at all, and a cigarette smoker to boot. The smoking especially is notable, not because I have anything against smokers but because it brings back memories of meeting her at the airport several times over the years, her clothes always reeked of it. I would definitely still be with a fat smoker, but my brain would need a little time to decouple "cigarette smoke" from "seeing mom again" first. That or it'd boomerang and make me rock hard in the most Freudian situation ever, who knows 3. Taught me everything useful and practical I know, very much the masculine (think less "cute fictional tomboy", and more "someone's dad trapped in a female body") type of woman, bigger balls than most men in my life growing up. I can safely say she's about as far from the kind of woman I'm into as it gets, aside from wanting to be with someone who has their shit together and is a functional, independent human being when not doing kinky shit. I was raised by her to see healthy relationships as an equal-contribution deal, rather than the alternative "one person handles everything while the other is decoration" dynamic you see in a lot of bad ones, and anything less than a relationship where two independent people can function without each other but are happier together just seems deeply wrong to me. It's outright prevented me from finding the "spoiled useless fatty" fantasy hot, since I just know I would despise a woman like that on every level the moment post-nut clarity sunk in 4. Pretty sure I was always wired this way from birth, presumably the "I like em chunky" gene skipped a generation or two before hitting me like a semi going downhill. That being said, the usual formative experiences like cartoons featuring stuffing/WG/expansion and unrestricted internet access on my own personal computer definitely accelerated things to some degree. I vividly remember looking up ancient photos of clothed BBW models on google images as a kid, well before I fully understood what a fetish was or why big women made me feel a certain way 5. I'm at peace with it, and I've accepted that I'm gonna have to find someone of similar freakiness to share my life with if I want to be truly happy and fulfilled, assuming I get that far. Closest thing I have to a life goal at this point is "find a sweet lady who's into this stuff, and pour everything into making her as fat as she wants and happy as I possibly can". I did have a period in my late teenage years where I felt like a freak for being into fatties, but I eventually came to the conclusion that it's not my fault my brain is wired this way and it's pretty natural/"normal" in terms of kinks, especially compared to some of the really depraved and immoral options out there. If liking fat women is my greatest sin and deepest shame in life, so be it, I'm cool with that 6. They tend to fall into the same perception filter in my head as other men; I don't have anything against them, but they also don't make my dick hard and I have no real desire to see them naked. Now, that changes a hell of a lot if the thin girl in question is a feedee, but outside of porn I have yet to see anyone matching that description, especially as it seems like women are universally getting fatter over time. Not that I'm complaining, my point however is that I'd definitely still do things with a rail-thin lady if she was into this and intended to gain 7. (bonus no one asked for): I've noticed my size limit and what exactly I'm into about this whole fetish sphere has gotten much broader with age, for what it's worth. Early on I just found basic stuffing and chubby girls with a little bit of belly hot, then I later moved up to actual BBWs, then SSBBWs after that. While it's stabilized in my 30s to where SSBBWs are my "sweet spot", both in fantasy and IRL, I would still absolutely fuck a woman who's too fat to walk unassisted in whatever way possible, provided I ever got the opportunity and she was into it. For a serious relationship though, I'd want a girl who can still reasonably take care of herself and get around fine, as in an actual life partner who just so happens to be big, soft and happy with it Also, as mentioned above, what exactly gets me going about this has shifted. It used to be simple caveman "bigger is better" logic, but over time it's become more about finding women who go all-in on sexual and physical indulgence attractive. A woman who just happens to be fat due to life circumstances and accepts it without being into it is all well and good, but one who actively enjoys being a gluttonous fatty because it turns her on is the holy grail for me. That element of "she'd be doing this regardless of whether anyone else found it hot, but also clearly likes the attention" is what takes fat-centric porn from "alright" to "HOLY SHIT" in my book, both real and fantasy. It's just not the same if she's not enjoying it as much as whoever is watching/feeding her, a feedee's pleasure is akin to tossing gasoline on an open flame in terms of much hotter it makes things to me Back to the psych angle, I'm no expert but I think my fascination with this ties back to being a person who enjoys helping others in whatever way I can. Naturally, there's no sexual angle to it when I try to do nice things 99% of the time, but the specific scenario of keeping a nice woman full, fat and sexually-satisfied on a regular basis is apparently my brain's idea of truly-fulfilling success in life. Being able to provide for someone like that and see tangible, arousing results from doing so is like crack to my mind, the same good feeling of being nice and helpful but cranked to 11 and infused with raw sexuality If I ever hit a point in life where I can easily afford to overfeed my girlfriend/wife because she's into it, make her fat as hell and enjoy the results with her, I'll be able to die happy knowing I won at life by my own definition

>>84306 1. always (preference for very fat, not feeding) 2. no 3. ok 4. no idea, no experience 5. i hate it - it limits my options 6. no feelings at all, thin woman = almost like a man

>>84306 1. Before I was aroused by anything I remember really staring at pregnant women, getting excited at the chance of seeing a pregnant woman. Even as early as kindergarten, my classmate's mom comes in with a gigantic belly and I can't take my eyes off it, and I am disappointed when she leaves. Later she stopped coming and I heard that she was ordered on bed rest by her doctor, and kid me felt excited for some reason. Then women touching and moving their big boobs on youtube, I think it was advertised as ASMR. My first real interaction with this fetish was on Youtube, someone uploaded a pirated vid where two blonde bbws weighed in on a scale. I think I could find the name of one of them, real recognisable "artist name". Nocturnal emission/Wet dreams that involved fat women, I remember in one of them I was sitting with a somewhat Brianna looking and sized woman, who grabbed my arm and put my hand on her belly after I claimed I did not want to touch it. The first orgasm I managed through masturbation was over some death feedism story on fantasy feeder. The guy since deleted his account, I only saved a couple. More quantity than quality really. No orgasm since felt that good as the first one. Hopefully sex will feel better. Both elementary and high school homeroom teacher was fat, but I did not feel any attraction to either. 2. Thin, then fat, then thin again. 3. I love her. I have nothing to complain about. Maybe she could have been a bit more strict, but who knows. I have never felt sexual desire towards her. Take that Freud. 4. It is possible, but I have no idea what could have been it. 5. Neutral. 6. I think I could easily be in a relationship with one. I don't find thin girls unattractive.

>>84306 1. I remember the first time I was aroused by a fat woman was when I was about 14-15? I was on a trip with my family at the Liberty Bell and place where they wrote the Constitution, and while we were waiting in line, this lady with a skin tight black fabric dress got in line behind our family. She was probably close to 300lbs. But she leaned against one of those barrier poles and her ass enveloped the short pole with her fat. I could not look away, definitely my awakening. 2. somewhat 3. i thought she was a jerk. my parents were a pain to live with, super religious and pushed it onto the whole family and whatnot. 4. see answer 1. also, when i got back from that trip, I stuffed a mermaid tail and a large boy scout shirt with pillows and filled it with weights. I let the thing lay it's weight on top of me, and humped it like a dog. that was the first time I ejaculated, didn't know what it was cause I was mormon as fuck at the time. just thought it was white piss. 5. I used to hate myself for it. Had a girlfriend the last two years of high school, and had to grapple with feelings I had towards both of them. I thought I was messed up in the head and a porn addict. Took me like 6 months of therapy to get over that ex and also the hatred towards my own preferences. My ex would always say "but if you date someone fat, they can't do fun stuff like hike or workout with you". I tried to banish my thoughts away with logic like that constantly. 6. I think thin women are great, just not for me. I still definitely am attracted to thinner women, just not skinny. There needs to be fat somewhere on the body for me to be interested.

I’m into this fetish because I am a straight male that loves fat tit’s big ass and a comfy fat belly to lay my head on after I cum. It’s like fucking a hottie who makes a good bed to sleep on after.

>>84306 It's in my genes. I would wager that this is the real reason for almost everyone here. Every man on the planet was exposed to fat women growing up. If simple exposure were the root cause we would all have every fetish. Sure, you might have had some "awakening" moment, but you can only awaken something that was already dormant.

>>84306 1. At around 11-12 years old I started loving curvy women with big asses. I also started doing a lot of physical exercise then, so maybe had something to do with it. I started loving properly fat BBW/SSBBWs at 13. 2. No 3. Mostly positive, she could be a little cold at times but overall very good to me. 4. When I was very young I loved touching large round soft objects: in furniture stores I'd throw myself onto those plush leather sofas you could sink into. Made me feel really good. Also when I saw fat women in public I would feel weird, kind of like a feeling I shouldn't be looking. The real polarizing experience for me was in 2011: I was browsing on Facebook and looking at those "funny photo compilations" that were about a dozen or so photos with a theme. The theme was "wardrobe malfunctions". Most of the pics were fat people of Walmart in ill-fitting clothes, but the last photo was what did it for me. It was MsFatBooty with bunny ears and a pink top. My head imploded at the time since I had never seen a woman I was so attracted to before. Of course there was no name on the photo so I'd search "curvy", "thick" "voluptuous" to no avail. Until in 2013 there was a YouTube video that was basically all her c4s previews put together in one video. Her name was in the comments, I looked her up, the rest is history. Then I entered the world of fat women and my tastes were permanently changed. 5. Mixed feelings. On one hand I feel energized and ecstatic about it, on the other it feels impractical. I know I will get a lot of shit from my family if I ever brought a super fat girl home and also it doesn't help that I'm into fitness. I'm a guy that loves walking for hours at a time. Last year I dated a supersized girl, ~350lbs or so who couldn't walk for more than 10 minutes at a time, so there's that. Cuddling with her was pure ecstasy though: she was like a warm waterbed. Sadly my lifestyle isn't very compatible with a fat girls unless many compromises are made. 6. I can appreciate thin women and they turn me on somewhat in specific situations, but it is nothing compared to fat women. I think only a fat woman can completely satisfy me.

>>84713 I tend to agree with you. I've seen this kind of discussion before, going back to Dimensions weight board, and there's no consistency. FAs have different moms, early exposure to fat women or none, vastly different upbringings and cultural influences, and yet it all leads us to (more or less) the same place.

>>84716 >I'm a guy that loves walking for hours at a time. Last year I dated a supersized girl, ~350lbs or so who couldn't walk for more than 10 minutes at a time They exist. I don't know if they had to be fat in childhood yet walk constantly to get such robust bones and muscles, or it's something that needs to be worked on but obese are capable of being quite lithe for their size.

1. very young, im unsure of the origins but i remember drawing fat women when i was like 8-9, but i believe it was much younger (though then it was like a fascination/obsession since i had no clue what sex was). 2. not particularly, but she wasn't thin either. could be related idk. 3. completely deranged, probably schizophrenic. she wasn't physically abusive but it could probably be argued she was emotionally abusive, tho i don't really feel the need to claim that. 4. no, it evolved quite steadily as i learned about sexuality. 5. was always totally fine with being into "thick" women, but I used to be ashamed of more extreme sides of the fetish. But like 5 years ago I kinda just accepted that I wasn't really going to change and felt it was much less mentally harmful to just be cool with it rather than shame myself all the time. so ive come to be completely normal with the fat fetish/feedism as a regular part of my sexuality. honestly im a little proud of it just for the sake of confidence in myself, so its something that people generally know about me. 6. i have absolutely zero romantic/sexual interest in skinny women, no appeal. kinda funny cus im bi and i mainly find twinks attractive lol.

1. I can remember watching the Bill Nye episode on digestion as a child and watching the scene with this fat couple's stomachs growling at each other. Thats where I remember first realizing. 2. My mom has a mom bod, but that has nothing to do with it. 3. Question 2. 4. Honestly don't remember, but I don't really know if feeding specifically does much for me. I think bloating/chugs does more for me than food cuz I hate the sound of chewing lol. 5. Because of personal trauma/self-deprecation issues, I've been deathly afraid of people finding out for a while, but as time has gone on I've gotten more comfortable with it/with myself. I'm open to most of my friends abt my tastes, so I can't say it's as bad as it was lol. 6. Because I like ass almost as much as I like fat bellies, I know enough to know that I can like some girls who'd be considered skinny. But I dont really think it makes sense to be in a relationship with someone I know doesn't have the kink.

>>84306 1. I think it was around the time puberty started kicking in when I was 9? 2.Not really. Average build but not toned 3. Its a blessing when your parents can also be your best friends. I genuinely feel sad for ppl that dont have good relationships with their parents 4. I think it was the first time I saw a pair of natural DD titties is probably what planted the seed, TBH 5. Retard niggers online will automatically assume because youre into fat women you want to feed them to immorality. I tend to ignore this type of faggotry as much as possible 6. There was this one time I tried to date a skinny girl because she was genuinely kind to me but one night she tried to blow me she ended up puking on my cock. Learned later on she was addicted to pills so that naturally made me close that door.

Actually, that’s not a bad theory. I’ve had a complicated relationship with my mother. The best way I can describe the first eighteen years of my life is as a kind of war — sometimes a cold war, sometimes more or less open conflict. Just to give one example: once I asked my father to buy me a PC, and he did it without checking with my mother. She completely lost it and threw the keyboard at the screen. I grew up thinking that this was just how families were. She was also very thin, and strongly disliked overweight people. On the other hand, there was my uncle’s wife, an elementary school teacher — a very gentle woman who really liked children, myself included. I don’t know exactly how much she weighed, but later in life she was advised to lose a significant amount of weight in order to qualify for weight-loss surgery, so she must have been well over 150 kg. You might actually be onto something: my relationship with my mother could partly explain my attraction to heavier women as an adult. To your questions. 1. When do you first remember feeling aroused by fat girls/feeding? — Much earlier than I can remember. 2. Was your mom fat? — Nope 3. How do you feel about your mom? (picrelated lol). — The best I can say, I don't hate her. 4. Do you have a specific experience that you think gave you this fetish? — there wasn't sometimes special, I just noticed, I am not attracted to girls under a hundred kg. 5. How do you feel about your fetish? — It is a part of me. I am neither ashamed nor proud about it. 6. Do you have any particular feelings towards thin women? — They are like guys for me.

>>85333 My very thin mother had extreme anger problems, fits of screaming my entire childhood, and slapped and hit me all the time. She wasn't fatphobic, and never spoke negatively about any fat people, and also wasn't identified with her thin body. She's just really skinny and screamed at me and hit me all the time. She had a friend, a single woman who lived alone down the street from us, who was really gently, patient, kind, loving, and was nice to me every time we visited. Her friend was (at the time, I don't know about now) overweight, though I have no idea what size she actually was. If I had to guess I'd say around 300, so not huge, but still fat. I think the thin angry lady yelling at me and the fat one being nice to me my whole childhood had an affect on it for me lol

>>84306 1. Middle school, one of my classmates was a fat goth asian. Developed a crush on her through the year and would watch her during gym class. Struggled but put in effort anyways (which probably explains why I like athletic fat girls or fat girls trying to move) She noticed me and started dropping hints but I was too stupid to pick them up. 2. Yea, she has lost weight over the years though. 3. It has its ups and downs. 4. There’s two origin points cus I can’t really decide. As a kid I had this friend who insisted I eat more and spoke highly of flab, in which I did because I wanted to earn his favour. He sometimes “checked” my body to see my progress. Haven’t seen him in a many years. I think he got arrested for something. The other was being flashbanged by P-Balloon stuff in a YT video as a kid, in which I hopped on Google and searched it out of curiosity. Then I found Axel-Rosered’s P-balloon panic comic and things spiraled from there. I’ve accepted that they both kinda work, the 2nd one being the activator. 5. Incredibly mixed. Even though liking fat girls has became more acceptable I know my fetish can be considered “weird” and can get “weirder” due to creative mind. So much art and some of the models here are hot as hell too. Also realizing the origin of this fetish makes me uncomfortable. As I gotten older I realized the feeding side is more of a fantasy and just being with a chubby girl is what I’m more interested in. 6. Funnily enough, majority of crushes have leaned towards slimmer, though it’s a small majority. I’d rather be with a girl with something to grab but like someone wise I told me: I have preference but the other side keeps managing to amaze me.

Thanks for making this thread op. I'm also an introspective fag who wonders about this kind of thing. 1. first remember It was a gradual shift from fascination with weight gain and body inflation in cartoons to something more sexual, but it was in me since I was in preschool. I blame my family for normalizing stuffing a pillow up one's shirt, and my grandfather's various fertility goddess figurines. I think it's hereditary. Anyway, I had dreams about body inflation as early as 1st grade. Hell, I remember drawing Sonic inflation art that early, probably because inflation kept coming up in sonic cartoons and official comics. I had a friend at this age who was also fascinated by body inflation. I wonder if he ever got over it. I remember stumbling upon bodyinflation.org and some YouTube groups in elementary or middle school. My sexual awakening didn't really start until early high school. My first wet dream involved pregnancy expansion - not 1st person, BTW. I did get into autogynophelia later in high school - stuffing balloons and padding under leotards and such and looking at myself in a mirror, but that didn't stick. Too much hassle once I started finding good deviantart content. I remember being fascinated by the ssbbw greeting cards at Spencer's Gifts and pregnant tummy costumes at Halloween stores from an early age. Over time, my fetish started focusing more and more on curvy figures and T&A than body inflation. Spherical ladies were out, heavy round ladies were in. 2. Was your mom fat? 3. How do you feel about your mom? (picrelated lol) My mom was not fat. She was pretty trim my whole life. I don't think I had any sexual feelings about her. I'm on good terms with my parents and don't think they factor much into this. However... - I think my dad also has a secret fat fetish based on random comments he's made throughout my life - I, like others in this thread, was a fat child, and I blame my mom for this. I think being a fat child was a major part in developing this fetish. There is something about not being in control of one's body that leaves a dent in the psyche. There's a reversal, or a payback - feeling body shame and unattractive as a child, and then being attracted to people who feel this way as adults. Maybe it's just that I have low self esteem about my body from leftover self‐fat shame (I'm in okay shape now) and I figure fat girls are more often easy and craving attention. 4. Do you have a specific experience that you think gave you this fetish? Can't name just one. See above. Soo many. Dreams, fat friends of older siblings, cartoons, being fat. An aspect of this fetish that doesn't get discussed much is the actual act of fucking. A major sexual awakening moment was riding a carnival ride with a girlfriend in high-school. It was one of those rides that goes around in a circle really fast and the person sitting on the inside gets squished into the person sitting on the outside. The feeling of my girlfriend, who was slim, squashing me against the wall of the ride car, and squashing my hard-on between my legs, made me literally cream my jeans. Fucking awesome, and it gave me an early appreciation for some *weight*. I love the feeling of a heavy girl on top of me. I love the idea of a girl who is encumbered by her own mass on the reg effectively putting me in bondage with her body. 5. How do you feel about your fetish? I think it's pretty common, just taboo in most societys. It's not often that I see other people actively engaging in it. I remember seeing my friend on deviantart in high school computer class sneakily looking at axel-rosered art and then closing the window like lightning when he got to an image. Hehe. I think it's more taboo for white guys. I'm curious if black guys who are into bigger girls feel like its less taboo or if they also get called chubby chasers. My old lady (lol I'm under 40) is on the chubby side of solidly built, and curvy. I definitely have fantasies about fattening her up, but I feel like asking someone to change their body for my own pleasure is something I'm okay with keeping a fantasy. Call me a cuck, I don't care. There's always the chance that she'd fatten up in a way I don't like. It won't all go to her tits, ass, and belly, and then I'll be disappointed. The thing about having a fetish for the way people are (like their body type, or race, or handicap), not for something like S&M or feet play or anal or another activity, is that it makes attraction one sided. *Most* fat people aren't sexually interested in being fat, just like people of a certain race aren't turned on by the fact that they're Egyptian or whatever, whereas it's a commonality if you both like s&m. If I weren't in a relationship, I'd be trying to pick up fat girls, but for them to know I'm mostly into them because they're fat while they're into me because, I dunno, I pretended I like Dr. Who, makes things uneven. 6. Do you have any particular feelings towards thin women? No, not particular feelings, other than that I'm more attracted to fat or curvy ones. I've been with equal amounts of chubby and thin women. I think I've developed such a strong preference for tits that I don't think I'd go for a woman who's got less than Cs.

>1. When do you first remember feeling aroused by fat girls/feeding? the baseline of an attraction to bigger women was established with queen latifah in bringing down the house oddly enough. it wasn't until i was a teenager where that baseline contorted into outright feederism and softcore bbw content. always found clothed or skimpily clothed content was easier to take in being a family pc in the living room kinda of house hold >2. Was your mom fat? yeap. hates it this day. does nothing about it. what else is new >3. How do you feel about your mom? thankful that I'm bisexual because i'll have less of a chance of marrying someone like her if any of that hullabaloo actually tracks in my dating and nesting preferences >4. Do you have a specific experience that you think gave you this fetish? krystal from starfox and fuck ass google search results opened up a whole ass can of worms. lol lmao >5. How do you feel about your fetish? honestly. like you know how some men's sexuality and shift slightly after they get married and have kids. like i think that shit happens by default in general regardless. like your shit will morph over time. i found myself more lenient to broads in general regardless of their weight class. like a just appreciate a good toots ya know. weight or weight gain kinda only operates as a optional window dressing these days. i feel okay about. i'm at peace >6. Do you have any particular feelings towards thin women? sometimes guilt. because i still operate as a fat fetishist by default at times and will more often then not feel a boredom towards them that i know is merely me being loyal to a concept of how used to operate but it isn't reflective of how i actually feel. it's weird. i have some funky ass anger and release goon seshes regardless of modesty.

1. My earliest crushes were average weight, but I think I might've psyopped myself into liking fat women cause I was severely bullied, and genuinely believed the only people who'd want me were fat chicks. I also remember early on a chubby girl being genuinely interested in me at a Beyblade event or smth and feeling funny. I also have Autism and therefore strong reactions to sensory stimuli both negative and positive. I really like soft things and fat is soft. 2. Not TLC documentary sized but definitely overweight. Iirc she said she's 170 and 5ft 6. 3. Love her. Probably the family member I'm closest with considering my dad and I disagree a lot politically (he's a throatgoat for Israel despite not being Jewish) and my sister just being cruel a lot of the time. 4. I think seeing Chrissy Metz in AHS and imprinting on her early on solidified it for me in my early/mid teens. 5. Used to be really ashamed but now I accept it as part of me. Also helps I'm friends with a lot of people who have similar preferences. 6. Like I said, growing up my earliest crushes were thin women and while for a while I thought my ship on staying attracted to them had sailed, I fell in love with a thin girl recently and I love her body, even if my porn preferences still tend towards bigger ladies. Really, body shape is more important to me than size. As long as she isn't anorexic or a total flesh mountain and still looks feminine with a cute face, I'd give her a shot.

>>84306 >1. When do you first remember feeling aroused by fat girls/feeding? I've always been drawn to them. My babysitter was heavy, and I liked it when she came by, even though I couldn't explain why. >2. Was your mom fat? Very. >3. How do you feel about your mom? She's saintlike, genuinely. Kind, caring, and patient to a fault. Some of the other replies make me feel unbelievably lucky, I don't know how I would've turned out if I didn't have that unshakable bedrock of absolute love and trust growing up. >3. How do you feel about your mom? (picrelated lol) I don't think his thoughts apply to everyone, but Freud clocked how my head works and I don't like it. Not going to yap about my oedipal fantasies unprompted. >4. Do you have a specific experience that you think gave you this fetish? One morning I went down to the kitchen for breakfast and walked in on Mom washing pots in the sink. She was stuffed into this yellow sundress that made her butt look enormous, and I could feel the blood instantly drain from my face, just uncomfortably, nauseatingly horny. Instantly bounced out the side door and shuffled to the skate park to hang with friends and clear my head. Even before then I had an uneasy understanding that I kind of liked them big, but that was the moment it clicked something awful. >5. How do you feel about your fetish? I'm fine with it, I like it, and I don't go out of my way to hide it. I felt a lot worse about it when I was going through puberty. It seemed unspeakably taboo even without Freud, which only made it worse. But as you get older the world around you opens up, and you find out that fat fetishes aren't super uncommon. >6. Do you have any particular feelings towards thin women? I'm not attracted to them at all. I don't find them revolting or anything, I just feel indifferent.

1. When do you first remember feeling aroused by fat girls/feeding? For me it was Roadtrip and the scene where Mia Davies (rip) is on the skinny guy. Then it progressed from there and when my first major GF put on about 6kg after the Christmas break. She happened to pop a button at work in Jan. That was a good picture. 2. Was your mom fat? No but I was. 3. How do you feel about your mom? (picrelated lol) 4. Do you have a specific experience that you think gave you this fetish? Possibly being teased my weight in school? 5. How do you feel about your fetish? I do have to balance it against the current girlfriend’s health and wellbeing but I do find it very hot that she’s gone from a UK 12 to an 18/20. Particularly at the last Christmas when she was like a hoover for the whole of December and she was parked on the sofa rubbing her gut after dinner. She’s not a fan though and her weight really upsets her at times, she defo puts up with it for me. 6. Do you have any particular feelings towards thin women? Not particularly, I do notice the conventionally hot women on the street and wish the gf would dress in shorter shorts for example but she didn’t dress like that when she was thin so.