do things that make you sad count? if so, i broke up with my ex girlfriend because she had really bad anger problems. but i miss her so fucking much, she was a furry and we met on d1sc. she asked if i was into any freaky shit so i told her about my fetish and she said it was really cute and that she was into pooltoys. we would wear kigarumis together and would "play bloons" (i would inflate balloons under her kigarumi).
we eventually broke up because of her BPD, but man i still think about her and how lucky i was for a minute. i dont know where to even start again and i feel like i will never expierence sharing my fetish with anyone else ever again.