Hiya!
So after being into this for a while, short version of this is...I'm leaving the site, and the fetish overall.
I hail from the days of Satsourou, Gain Over, and FatGirlsAreLove, and have been into this sorta thing since pre 2010. I had a collection, deleted it at one point, then made my current one. I was able to salvage some of the previous collection before having to move computers. To this day, I STILL regret deleting the previous collection, especially since most of it wasn't archived on WayBack or anything similar. Oh and artists having the horrendous habit of nuking everything they made, for some reason (I still never understood that, if you're going to leave a site or account behind, AT THE MINIMUM, you should leave an archive of everything for your fans to enjoy! Tearing it all down leaves me with the feeling of you taking my money and running with it!)
But the thing is...after loving something for so long...you start to notice cracks in the stained glass, so to speak.
Also between using hrony to take my mind off some...difficult times (to put it lightly), combined with just how long I've been into this...it's not working for me anymore. Additionally, due to a combination of parents working in medical fields, and the fact that working as a cashier has opened my eyes to how shitty everything's priced...the longterm realities of this fetish started to set in. Unlike a lot of you, I'm not into death feedism AT ALL. But the realities have been hammered in to the point that I can't ignore them anymore.
The last time I tried, my body worked, but my mind...I felt no joy, no pleasure. It was just like going through the motions. Don't get me wrong, there's times when I still can grin at ideas. But there are concepts that I used to almost go feral for, but these days my response is either "huh, neat" or "that's not my thing anymore".
Hell, I don't even have enough waifus to fill up a "horny bingo".
Most of the models who had my intrest have quietly left or retired (BigBootyBeautyXXL, Milla Monroe, Shannon Marie), doesn't upload as much anymore (Foxy Roxxie, Juicy Jackie, Julie Ginger), reversed course (Jazz), are hospitalized (Hayley, as of the time of typing this) or have passed (Kass and Adeline). Or in the case of one queen of missed potential (you know who she is), relies on AI for ideas instead of her fans, or loves doing reruns of the same stuff.
I'm pretty much certain that outside of the possibility of commissioning art (and let's all be real here: Commissioning art of the pay of a CASHIER?!? Yeah, that's a laugh and a half!), the only way my intrest would be rekindled is if Bo or Hayley starts to do hardcore onscreen. (preferably with stuffings inbetween them getting railed)
So I figured I'd leave behind my collection to ya'll as a show of goodwill, and as a way of saying thanks for all the times on this site.
But most of ya ain't here to hear my story. Most of ya don't give a dead fly's ass anyways. Most of ya are here for the collection.
So, some ground rules for this thread:
* Not all of these hafta do with fats, just a headsup. I'm just uploading my whole collection as it is. That means even the nonfat related stuff
* Due to the size of my collection, I'm having to upload this in chunks. (There's more than 600 vids, not even couting pictures n such). I'm going in alphabetical order, and my collection is sorted by the actor/actress's names, then the vidname. If I couldn't find the vidname, or was in a hurry, then the name I put it under was more of a discription of the video in question than the official name. So if I get anything wrong there, please forgive me.
* "Why is this under general?" Becuase my entire collection isn't JUST vids. I'm simply uploading vids first to get em all outta the way. So I'll be uploading vids first, then art, then literature. There's also the fact that my collection doesn't just cover SSBBW, but then again, that's what most of it is. I'm putting it in general just to be on the safe side.
* Make whatever rude comments ya want, but I'll probably ignore them. If Bo's thread has taught me anything, it's that most threads devolve into infighting or "when's the next upload?!?". Mostly people calling eachother "cringe" or whatever.
* Answering the obligatory "when's the next upload?" people: I'll upload these when I'm able to.
* Due to the previously made point, if ya miss an upload, I won't be retaking requests for reups. Begging goes on the begging thread and most models have their own threads. Lt. Barclay made this site nicely organized for the lot of us, ya could at least put stuff in the right place
* If this thread gets taken down, then that's that.
Filedrops start on my next post
And with that out of the way... cue the pianos.