ok ok final message, but thank you to the nice people on here i do appreciate it. i am very embarrassed about everything but its easy to let my emotions get the best of me and to keep checking this god forsaken site which ik i need to STOP lol. so no more getting upset on here and making a fool of myself. ok i could say a lot more but thats all. i just like getting fat and thats why i started doing this so YEAH. i’ll go back to focusing on that