I have an issue. Whenever I have sex I am absolutely attracted by only chicks which are either fat(or bigger) or are in the process of getting there. However, normally and especially after I have had my balls absolutely drained, such women genuinely repulse me and I much prefer healthy, conventionally attractive women. How do I deal with this? This fetish has been nothing but a weight on my neck. Not even to mention the physical afflictions undertaken by the person who I'll be spending my time and raising a family with. (Disclaimer: Pic ISN'T my gf but since it's related to the subject AND will generate extra attention to this thread I have chosen to post it.)

I know the point has been made before that it sucks to be English in this fetish because fat girls, who are actually into being fat, are basically non-existent over here, but I just wondered if any English users have had success with meeting fatties, and how they did it. The only places I know to try are Feabie and FF, both of which are awful as everyone knows, but maybe okay for Americans. When you've discounted the beggars and cam whores, the schizos and the most hateful creatures of all ("I'm not into gaining or feederism, I'm just a big girl looking for acceptance") then you're left with a tiny handful of eligible girls, all miles away, who don't respond to DMs probably because they're flooded with messages daily from simping imbeciles who drool over their every post. And if we're talking over 300lbs... forget it. I should say, there are a multitude of reasons why I couldn't get into a committed relationship with a fatty, and with that in mind I'm not looking to get my end away. All I want to do is hang out, buy them dinner and enjoy the less sexual aspects of the fetish with them while leading a double life as a normie. Kind of unrelated, but I live in the south of England and last week I had to go up north on a work trip. I went to a pub with colleagues, just before last orders, and the barmaid was this agonisingly cute girl, not huge, but she did have a big round belly and was wearing a crop top which exposed a glimmer of soft white flab which got a bit more revealing every time she stretched to reach a glass... She must have been a bit into being fat, at least. It sucked painfully that I couldn't leave my colleagues to talk to her, and the next day I'm on a train back south. So I've accepted my fate that I will repress this fetish forever, but I'd like to hear the experiences of other Englishmen all the same.

I wanted to detail an experience and guilty pleasure I have while training jiu jitsu and a very large and sexy training partner I have. I've been training for over 4 years and have since my first day noticed this pretty thick woman who has been training there even longer than me and is a purple belt killer. She was very thick and soft, like like fat obese with a huge belly but more like she was well sized and was chonky everywhere. She had very thick thighs and calves, soft arms and a soft waist, a double chin, a well shaped ass, but no belly,. She was like those powerlifter women muscular with a bit of chonky fat weigh on top of her. Women are generally smaller in combat sports and weaker than 90% of men even for higher belt women going against beginner level men but she's very big using her weight to help. I get happy getting the chance to roll with her which usually has me underneath her big heavy body getting squashed. However, she has a boyfriend who is a competitive black belt so theres no way I'm getting involved in that mess. Does anyone train and experience something similar rolling or sparring with huge women. Another time I remember this bbw came to my gym, very huge belly and huge ass of fat to try out a class. We were drilling some wresltling moves but I kept getting distracted staring at her huge body jiggling as we were doing the move. I think my drilling partner even noticed lmaoo Another time I went to a tournament and saw this huge woman in the open weight division demolish a girl who was way smaller than her. It was basically a 250 lb plus woman beating this small 110 lb girl by a large point majority. It was very sexy seeing her use all her weight to get on top of her and squash her. Also a bunch of plus size women in bjj i found online. Probably the best way for a guy to feel getting squished under a large woman, but majority of bjj is men sadly.

The other day, I really had too much time and decided to start experimenting with ChatGPT to see where it would draw the line. I introduced some women to it by letting it analyze photos of them, a couple of girls from my life and two models, Echo and Boberry. Of course no real-life names named. Then I prompted it to select two of them and write a grotesque scene of fiction with them as characters. I prompted it to be medically, physically and psychologically realistic and with some gore. Afterwards, ChatGPT offered me to expand the scene into a chapter, so I let it do that. Then it asked if it should continue to write another chapter, so I said yes. When it was done, I just always asked it to write another chapter, no further prompts given. I was amazed how far it went. It wrote a full-grown extreme weight-gain story about a character based on Echo, trapped in a hospital and gaining ever more, and it seemed to get more grotesque and stomach-turning with every new chapter. It soon began to insert real-life bariatric conditions from the most extreme cases, and it explained them to me when I asked about them. I have to say I learned quite a lot about the medical realities of extremely obese immobile patients. I'll post a sample chapter in the next comment. You can read the full story here: https://gofile.io/d/HQipRR It has no ending so far, because ChatGPT began to decline writing more chapters. Did you ever try something similar? I'd love to read what you got out of an LLM.

Have you ever been out and about and met some of the most intriguing big girls while at college? They are obviously crazy about eating, and you may have spotted them waddling across campus, hanging out at the dining hall, or visiting a neighboring food stop and you happen to catch them eating. Something about them caught your eye, whether it was because they were plainly into pushing their boundaries or just because they were notably curvier. Perhaps late-night binges and decadent appetites are nothing new to these girls. Some girls who appear to totally embrace their love of food, and perhaps grown so much they can’t look back. To those college people who see this, past or present be sure to tell us about those moments that stuck with you, maybe even give some advice to those trying to get with a fatty on campus.

At this point the ratio of shit posts to content is 9:1 on /bbw and /ssbbw. We need a tyrannical Judge Dredd type moderator who to strike fear back into the heart of coomers. Any off topic discussion complaining about how a model hasn't gained enough, discussion about drama between models, posting politics = INSTANT BAN. Begging for content outside of the begging thread too often should also a ban worthy offence. Any complaints about being unfairly banned should result in a permanent IP ban. No exceptions.

There are a bunch of sites I go to to get my fat admiring fix. I want a site that has everything in one. If you want to watch videos you can subscribe to the site, instead of paying for individual videos, or individual models. This way you get access to everything, and creators still get paid based on how many views they get.

So my girlfriend found out about my onlyfans purchases and she is not happy. Calling me a cheater and a liar and all those lovely things. She says I'm not the man she thought I was and that she feels used. It sounds like it's over boys. The only reason she didn't break it off there and then is because we own a house together but idk if that's enough to keep us together. I'm fucked boys. I didn't want to admit to myself that I had an addiction but I do, I've been trying to stop buying so much content in the 3 years we have been together and I could never stop, always told myself the next time would be different but if anything it got worse. I've wasted so much money and all it has done is potentially cost me my relationship. Porn addiction is real boys, don't let it ruin your life. At the least don't pay for porn, there's so much out there and coomer is a great thing. I don't know what to do. I don't want to split up but I feel like a loser and she deserves better. She never did understand this fetish either which is probably why I was driven to OF, said she'd leave me if I ever made her gain and never could quite believe that I find her really sexy and love her belly. Can't have been a fun conversation for her because she can't remember having it, only that I revealed something to her way later than I should have. Selling the house and splitting everything would be a nightmare too and give us a much lower standard of living but then I don't want to be together just because of convenience. I love her still but this is fucked up and I can't help but be dramatic and feel I have ruined my life emotionally and financially. Any advice will be appreciated boys. Thank you for reading

God I hope they bring back the weight mechanic for GTA VI and you can make her thicc as fuck

What are the biggest measurements you've been? These are from juicy jackie when she was about 540 lb.

Women who aren't into fat men aren't real feedists. If they're only into "contrast" or skinny men they aren't feedists at all they just like the attention. By only interacting with mutual gainers/female FAs you can almost entirely eliminate the chance of being scammed, faked-out, or dealing with a psychotically narcissistic freak. What do y'all think of this idea?

https://x.com/zackscott?s=21 Based or cringe, keyed or locked, gem or coal,ID or IV?

First of all, I would like to thank the mods for cracking down on schizoposting. Aside from that one guy ban evading, there are way fewer incoherent posts now. But personally, I think the mods should go further and start banning people for "hoe scaring behavior". Stuff like sudden aggression, baseless slander, etc. It's gotten to the point where 4channers think we are too toxic, which is astounding. The site didn't use to be this way, I remember models used to occasionally drop in to post, which basically never happens now except to debunk some reputation damaging rumor. From a pure utilitarian standpoint, a calmer site culture means it's less likely models and artists stop producing content because of this site. Most of all, I'm worried that if this site's culture gets worse, we'll attract the attention of drama accounts from other platforms, which could cause this fragile website to collapse. I'm sure LtBarclay wouldn't want that to happen.

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One man's lifelong struggle with a crippling sexual addiction is another man's casual joke. It's wild to be in a room full of people who all barely know each other when the conversation somehow lands on mukbang. Everyone always adds onto it with their weak understanding piece by piece until they get the full picture, the punchline, that "some people make porn out of it". Sometimes I wonder what they've seen. How have they been exposed to this world? Many times have I perused the "public internet" and seen pictures/videos of Boberry or Layla or someone of a similar popularity, only in a different light. To the passerby, she is a nobody. A helplessly fat soul like the rest of them gracing their feed for a quick laugh, ego boost, or maybe a little weight loss encouragement, but certainly not for sexual gratification and all the other feelings that come when *we* see a fat person. And for most, the train of thought ends there. Sometimes I wish I could reduce my understanding of this sexuality to "mukbang porn". I wish it was as simple as watching someone eat and feeling a wholesome, strange but innocent attraction. I wish it was as simple as seeing a fat girl and not minding that she's fat, exploring her weight no further in the revolting cauldron of thoughts we call libido. But, to be here, to call yourself a feedist, it isn't that simple for you. It's complicated in ways you can't explain to most. For me, anyways, I would feel ashamed describing my sexuality to anyone I respect. It's a sick, depraved, degrading way of thinking about women, mental health, and love. It's oh-so unfortunate that my biggest kink inherently demeans my partner... but I can't help it. Nothing gets me going like seeing a morbidly obese woman gasping for air in-between bites. Nothing turns me on like someone so helplessly addicted to pleasure they commit their bodies and minds to it, submitting to a force greater than us both. In a typical BDSM relationship, a person is submitting to another person- a feederism control dynamic, however, is an individual battle, one where the "dominant" is simply a facilitator of the almost divine force of addiction. How sweetly ironic that I am addicted to the latter. These people do not know the history as we do... These people do not understand nor feel it... It's insane to them. Outlandish, like scat and beastiality and incest- I understand now that, to everyone else, feederism is among them. I would have loved so much to be the guy in that room who knew, more than anybody else, what was going on.